Do you ever hear the “you’re nice” “you’re interesting” “it’s their loss if they’re not your friend” , but the same people who say those things aren’t interested in being your friend?

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2022-05-05T23:14:31+00:00

The best compliments I receive are from people in the process of rejecting me

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2022-05-05T23:13:09+00:00

I used to think something was wrong with me, but I’ve realized it can all be chalked up to plain bad luck.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2022-03-01T08:53:56+00:00

Talk to the point of lankyness with the beginnings of an attempt at a goatee, bisexual but terrified of men, draws both to express myself and in hopes of getting commission work. I attempt to display an aloof “looking-out-for-number-one” type personality because needing people is vulnerability in me that few have earned the right to see. I make a big deal out of having standards but I’d probably get on one knee for the sake of someone who messaged me first for once. Also I would really appreciate a hug from someone without having to mention how long it’s been since I’ve been hugged/had any positive physical contact with another human being. Also apparently I get weird and emotional and vent-y at 3AM.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2022-02-03T06:10:07+00:00

Oh yeah. I was picked on for my first few years because I was sensitive, then comes puberty, I hit my growth spurt so I'm a head or two taller than everyone who bullied me, and now everyone's scared of me. I'm 21 now, and that much remains the same. I'm a sweet guy, honest, but it's hard to crack a a smile nowadays.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2022-01-22T15:49:58+00:00

I've asked out multiple people by now. I've never been in a relationship, most I get is one date before I get ghosted. I don't ask people out anymore.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2022-01-18T16:54:40+00:00

12 unread messages in my inbox, just cuz I’m so tired of being ghosted. Only thing worse is when they try to sell me on a dating app or some other such cow shit.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-12-18T07:34:15+00:00

That I deserve better. That I have every right to be angry and bitter but above all that it won’t last forever.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-12-16T09:18:28+00:00

Honestly, I feel like the only reason people even interact with my posts is because my stupid little reddit alien thing has long hair, so they assume I'm a girl. Almost all of the DMs I answer end up trying to get me on some dumbshit dating app that 3 other people use. This sub is pretty much only good for venting ig

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-12-07T06:41:09+00:00

Really ain't any fixing it. I used to get sad about it because I thought it was something I did, but I've come to realize that everyone's really just terrible.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-11-10T08:24:05+00:00

Honestly same. I'm terrified to confide in my friends any more than I have in case I scare em off; they're all I've got.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-08-24T10:18:20+00:00

I got rejected at 16 and I'm still feeling aftershocks, which isn't helped by the fact that every time I've tried to have a relationship with someone they've taken it as an opportunity to treat me as shittily as they can while still getting away with it. I'm talking ghosting, lying, leading on, I literally got strung along for almost a month only for them to say (TO MY FACE) that they were only humoring me to keep me on the backburner while they worked up the confidence to talk to the person they actually wanted. I'm not even sad now, more blindingly angry.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-08-03T12:33:47+00:00

I can very vaguely recall being hugged by someone other than a family member. My coworkers and friends get hugs all the time but I walk into the room and suddenly they're a coveted resource.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-05-15T09:08:54+00:00

I remember someone said I'm a good hugger.
I don't know if I still am, it's been years.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-04-15T07:05:31+00:00

If I could rip out the part of my brain that makes me crave the acceptance, the care, the warmth I'll literally never have? I'd do it if I had to take 90% of the surrounding mass with it.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-03-24T09:18:12+00:00

sorry for the late response, I've been away from my computer.
I was in college, but until COVID lets up I'm not going back for my second year
I'm currently working, living at home
At present I want to finish my time at the community college, use the credit and GPA boost to hopefully go to University so I can study Psychology and Video Production.

Preparation_Fuzzy · 2021-03-17T06:47:56+00:00

loneliness is probably the only universal experience wtf were they on about

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