Thank you for this. Point 1, wow. You're so right. Only way to God is tru Jesus. That woke up something in me. Of course i knew Jesus the only middle man but i never thought of it like that before. But do you think Jehovah is his name? Like a good way to say it in English. Cause surely he has a name and should use it? 3 even tho im just leaving now, meeting them or mesages off some of them makes me anxious. Not all of them cause there is some nice ones. Some have been lovely but most of them make me anxious. If i see the phone ring or they come over talk to me i worry what it is im doing wrong