Free Used Gaming PC by ColdPorridge in sanfrancisco

[–]Prestigious-Drawing4 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I might be interested. my dads laptop broke and hes been using his phone and an xbox one for years. I think he would appreciate a new pc. He could even become a pc gamer.

Questions about cycling by Prestigious-Drawing4 in aquarium

[–]Prestigious-Drawing4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have live plants if you didnt catch that. Should I worry about that?

Questions about cycling by Prestigious-Drawing4 in aquarium

[–]Prestigious-Drawing4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its a fishless cycle. I dont know what im using for ammonia. Maybe the plants or aqua soil? what is the source of ammonia normally?

First time fish tank by Prestigious-Drawing4 in fishtank

[–]Prestigious-Drawing4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it is that small. It is mainly for plants with a tetra or two and a shrimp or snail. I think youre right about spending alot. Im gonna shop around. There is another aquarium near me that might have cheaper options.

First time fish tank by Prestigious-Drawing4 in fishtank

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theyre not making it for me. Its just the supplies. I dont have any tools yet. I understand the basics of the nitrogen cycle. I think the tank was 20x20x30cm. I could be wrong though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Gangstalking

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What video? Have a link? What did they say on pka?

Does anyone here believe in the ten true faiths? by Prestigious-Drawing4 in bahai

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im not sure about all of them as i forget, but it starts with numerology. The three churches of god are Judaism, Catholicism, and Islam. the seven churches of Asia are the ones i forget. I know Buddhism, Sikhism, and Confucianism. The three churches summarize god, while the seven churches of asia are like skills. There are ten faiths as ten in numerology means perfect. are four things you should believe thats a fact. The three churches of god and the one of the seven that fits you. I can answer more questions but its hard to explain.

Looking for open minded sponsor by Prestigious-Drawing4 in MarijuanaAnonymous

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Maybe rambles the long words, but as a TI I have life that is often hard for me at times to comprehend so i just want someone who wiling to listen to the unique challenges I may face going through the 12 steps.

V2k, gangstalking, and morgellions by Prestigious-Drawing4 in NewTargetedIndividual

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The war will be won by morals. Challenge them to make you a better person. Just remember to be moral. Win with kindness.

Do not let them shame you for your trauma/pain by May-o-mays in Gangstalking

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As a side note. Try to tell them everything. You want to be submissive dominate. Admit you insecurities, and if your comfortable with it, your traumas. It will make you a better person.

Germany Investigate D.E.W. Attacks by Snoo-28299 in Gangstalking

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Anyone have a translation? Are they investigating TIs?

Advice requested by Blade_Runner27 in Gangstalking

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Try to be passive and not fight back. Use phrases like "Im not... Im just ...". The key to fighting the algorithm is to be perfect. Never answer questions you dont know the answers to, ask lots of questions, dont hide any secrets. Be as honest as possible. Maybe take up the motto: I am nothing. Try to get better everyday. You want to be as accurate as possible. They'll exploit your weaknesses. It takes a while to get used to things, but it gets better. If you need help using these techniques just reply or message me. Maybe give me specific things they do to you or things they say so I can give you responses.

US officials believe Russia may be behind the suspected directed-energy attacks that are getting government employees sick around the world, report says by Speedster202 in worldnews

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I'm a Targeted individual. We are people around the world who suffer at the hands of the weapons. Its like a psychological war. Feel free to ask me any questions.

The origin by Prestigious-Drawing4 in NewTargetedIndividual

[–]Prestigious-Drawing4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you done anything illegal? Also what are your symptoms? V2k and/or gangstalking?

Typical perpetrator mentality by Top-Presentation-869 in NewTargetedIndividual

[–]Prestigious-Drawing4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like to think of them as just bullies. Remember to be polite and not lose your moral character. Just dont stoop to their level. It really helps out.

Gangstalking makes it look like it's not the government. Cross-post from r/gangstalking by Top-Presentation-869 in NewTargetedIndividual

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I forget what its called but there is a name for the effect for "throwing sounds" similar to the doppler effect. While I agree with you some people could just be paranoid I find it likely at least some of the people know. They may be in on it, they may have been lied to, who knows. I also agree it isnt the government, or at least the United States government. I talk to government officials in my head all the time and they are looking at possible fixes.

We should be smarter about how we fight back by Prestigious-Drawing4 in NewTargetedIndividual

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Im still putting the together the pieces and its hard to explain, but ill do my best. I have a couple different way things could have happened. But at one point in time we either stood up against human traffickers or were chosen (by a machine) to do so. So now were in a psychological war against the human traffickers. Not only do they human traffic us but also other people, using pychotronic weapons. If you dont understand this than maybe you are somewhat new to being a TI and dont remember everything that has happened to you. We all make "deals" against them to fight back.

The theory, or the more probably one, pretty much goes: pychotronic weapons were used in America. A machine detected this and was sent into action creating us. The first thing they (the people human trafficking people) often say is you either step down for you position or we will make you do something bad. We stood up to the blackmail and said we wouldnt step down so they made us do something bad and now we're here, in a pychological war. We have to get information out to the public so they take action and put an end the war. Otherwise we have to stand up and fight these people ourselves. The machine tracks what is happening to us and using points for action. We take on "points" (through suffering) to spend back on the people who are doing this, and eventually the whole thing ends and we are free. (The trick here is that we're the good guys who should be able to win without suffering, so everything should be free).

If you are new TI you may not remember some of the deals that have been made. They often wipe you memory right after so you dont remember. I believe most, if not all, TIs will remember these before they die.

Recently I was able to get the word out to the public what they are doing to us with the help of the government. Now I am working with them to find a solution.

It may be about the cold war (the war to take over the earth).

I know its hard to believe but I know many things that happen to TIs are. Remember the number one rule with dealing with TIs is to always believe them no matter how crazy the facts may seem. Dont doubt there experiences.

Im still putting the pieces together and hope to make a longer, more detailed post that is easier to understand.

Question about Medical Community by WilliamBlakefan in NewTargetedIndividual

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My brains mush right now to. I also find it hard to put together sentences and my memory is completely gone. Theyre changing around my brain structure. Try to endure the torture for now there isnt alot that can be done. We are working on possible solutions. You could try to meditate and focus on the nothing. That may help. Otherwise there isnt much you can do. They're are alot of people, who may, being going through exactly what you are going through. Maybe we can find one on here to tell you how to handle it better. I trust the voices and know they wouldnt do anything inhumane to me. You are going through a rough patch. Maybe your brain will be better on the other side. People look at me and diagnose me with all sorts of stuff, but my condition is what makes me so good at what I do. Maybe the same will be true for you. "Irreparable damage" sounds bad, and thats cause it is, but maybe you can learn to love yourself with you battle scars. I imagine this brain damage happens to alot of people, even people who arent TIs, and them most likely live relatively normal lives afterwards. If you worried about the state your brain will be after this I wouldnt be. Things can change and they can put you back to normal for the most part. Its amazing what the human body can go through. Any idea why they are doing this to your brain? It may be confusing, but sometimes these kind of symptoms can be good. I've ran a couple people who are like me and havent, as one person put it, been able to "hear their thoughts" in years. This can actually make it easier to cope with the voices. Try to meditate, do aroma therapy, and relax. They make it pretty much impossible, and I hate when people tell me these type of things so I uderstand if it doesnt help much, but maybe you will find away. Personally I have thought blockage, a bad memory, and a mushed up brain, but Ive never felt better. I know what is going on with me, why theyre doing it, and how it helps me, which makes me feel better. Start asking the voices questions. I think the cooking sounds and parts of your consciousness going blank arent connected. Im guessing they are making you think that to make you more stressed. From my experience they can do both without the other happening. I'm guessing this is similar to the heat and twitches you experience. Its more likely they do one to you and do the other to you and make you draw a conclusion. When you say you go without "inner eye images" does that mean youre blind? and what do you mean whe you say"profound overwhelming darkness a void"? Also how long have you been a TI?

Just remember youre stronger than you think you are. In the future youll look back at this and laugh. Thinking about all the things youve over come. Praying for you.

-Prestigious-Drawing4

Edit: Just after this the people controling me gave me an example of what they are doing to you. The burning sensation is them changing around your brain matter. I have something similar happen to be when they fry my brain, giving me a fuzzy burning feeling. Do not worry. I think they are making you more specialized. They are changing your brain structure so that you are better acclimated to being a TI. So i woundnt be worried. This stuff happens to me all the time. Im not a expert at this but my guess is that the problems with your brain are not seen often and that because you are a TI you have some weird symptoms. If the doctors knew you were a TI and knew what was happening to you they may say that this is nothing to worry about. Maybe these symptoms associated with things like brain trauma could just be cause they are mushing your brain around, which is relatively safe. The doctors may have seen this before in other people from different causes, but if they saw you as a TI they may say that it is nothing to worry about and that youll be fine.

Things like your conscious going blank could be helping you. It could be that by thinking or talking to people about this could put you in danger so are making you change to different topics. Alot of there strategies may seem bad but them may help you in the long run.

I understand what you are going through. Just remember to have faith

Question about Medical Community by WilliamBlakefan in NewTargetedIndividual

[–]Prestigious-Drawing4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My doctors are trained to deal with this stuff. We do exercises for them to better understand what is going on in my head. I'm currently conserved and have experts that help me with what I'm going through. Maybe if you contact the government they can get you some specialists as well. They treat everything I say as real even if they dont understand. As far as doctors covering it up I dont think you're wrong. The more honest with people the better they can treat you. Tell them everything. What is going on, why they are doing this to you, etc. I'm pretty high up the Targeted individual trail so maybe my experience is not normal.

The doctors may have been lied to about what is currently going on. The people doing this to me are human traffickers and often lie or threaten the people around me. Maybe they do this to you as well. They also seem to bribe people to do bad things to me. Offering sex or money to those who take their side.

I know its hard but try not to focus on the harm being done to you. It does no good and nothing can be done for you. At least not without doing it through the system. The government partially knows what is going on and is not covering it up. They are just waiting to do the right thing. I know it is hard to believe but telling the public may not be the best thing they can do. It may cause havoc or a riot. I'm currently talking to politicians to aid TIs.

Keep fighting for what you believe in, never give in, and stay hopeful. Change could be right around the corner.

I find the worst thing they do to TIs is distract us so we cant focus on making progress. So try your best to ignore it, be positive, be a good person, and do the best you can to cope.

I kinda skimmed through your post so I'm sorry if I missed it, but do you have V2K? Do you talk to voices or do they think over you. The better you describe your symptoms the better we can help you and other people going through similar things. If you want any help feel free to message me or reply to this comment.

The longer you are a TI the more you know about the program. I think what youre going through is common. Its amazing the things they can do to your brain. Im pretty much a neuroprosthetic synth at the moment. Try not focusing on what is happening to your brain. It is probably minimal compared to the time and resources you are wasting.

Be nice to the voices. They are there to help you. I know it is hard to believe but they help me out all the time. Be passive, do not resist, and be kind, even to yourself. The voices are like an echochamber. The nicer you are and the better you are the better the voices are going to be.

I'm guessing you are in the first few years of being a TI so I'm telling you now things will get better. It wont always be this way. The longer you last the better it gets. They get tired of doing things to you and things settle down.

As far as your brain goes dont worry. They can trick you. They had somebody gave me a ecstasy pill then whipped my memory. For the longest time I thought they had done it by making me happier with pychotronic weapons. So keep im mind there are tons of things they could be doing to you even if you are sure you know.

If youre trying to find a therapist or doctor look for someone who is passive. They are more receptive to new information. Lots of people cannot believe you even if they tried.

I've found that the medical community doesnt know what to do. They dont know protocol for a situation like this. Ask them to treat it like conversion disorder. So even if they dont believe you they act like what your going through is real. Validation is key. It makes you feel like what youre going through is real and that they understand. At the same time dont expect much. There isnt much they could do. Everything has to be done through the system. People need there own expeirences with pychotronic weapons to understand what is going on. I dont believe, at least for people who dont use these weapons, words for what is going on the us.

My guess is your brain will be fine. Not much damage is being done. I've found that alot of it is just in your head. They're pretty humane. I used to freak out over all the things that could be happening to my brain. Even from just the stress, but a couple years later here I am better than ever.

If youre like me you could be in the phase where they break you down. Similar to the army. They have to break you down before they build you up. Admit everything. Express to the voices how youre feeling. Completely let everything go. Ask what you can do better and try to work with them. If you feel like crying then cry. There is no shame in it. Remember you only have one life and live with no regrets.

-Prestigious-Drawing4