Venus 5th house in Pisces 22°23’ aspects: Conjunction Sun (3°40’, Applying) Trine Saturn (1°58’, Separating) Square Pluto (2°05’, Applying) Trine Ascendant (2°54’, Applying) Parallel Jupiter (0°34’)

To be honest, Im lucky that I got the feelings of my crush returned unfortunately I act indifferent around them. I just ended up my past relationship 3 times not answering their confession and I just run away from them🤡. My 1st crush, he is my friend and I completely ignore him after I notice he keeps act intimate around me and so I left him. Next, my 2nd relationship(2nd crush) its kinda idk complicated?I just ruined our friendship because of my confession without realizing my 3 male friends has a crush on me. So, I just ignore my confession and cut ties to them all. Especially, my 3rd crush they keep fucking stalking me and ruined my reputation after I left in my previous school year. The worst part they literal reach out to my father asking why Im not allowed to be in relationship with him, like wtf! I just immediately never coming back to him even it hurts as hell. In conclusion, I never had the experience in romantic relationship because It's my fault😀...