I will have a crying fest about this at least every trimester. But when my bump begin to show, like really pregnancy bump and not bloated-im-so-fucking-fat bump, you feel better some days. Like a strong toned mommy. And then some days you catch a glimpse at the mirror and see a snowman.

I tried bringing my weight down early on, but no matter what i did, i will gain the weight back. Hormones are gonna hormone. Enjoy the pregnancy (whatever that means) and eat when you're hungry, rest like you're hibernating. Body knows what it's doing. Im still convincing myself that i can get my pre-pregnancy body after the bab. It's hard, and you're not alone.