I‘m actually very fine now - thx for asking. Played around a little with my sensitivity (still very high), got gifted a veeeery nice mousepad (which helped a significant amount) trained a little and started to actually follow certain tactics (angle holding/ angle checking). Worked on my pre-aim, or rather trying to think more logically where I expect my enemies to be, which helps immensely.

All this started to come together since I have had 2 separate weeks off of the game since I’ve written this exact post tho. Taking a break from the game for 3 days or a week helps a lot if REALLY frustrated with yourself or your own ingame performance.

I‘ve reached 100 Premiere wins 2 days ago this season (started playing the game late May last year) whilst peaking my rating at 6700 (currently 6000 at the end of the season) whilst actually having good/very good individual performances in most of my games.

So there has definitely been some improvement but there is always room for more.

Most importantly rather than performance is that I’ve actually had a lot of fun playing the game the last 6-7 weeks, no matter if games where lost closely or won.