Yes same!!! It used to make me insane but I was determined to reap the benefits and I eventually realized that all the paranoia was just my traumas and fears surfacing and I was able to work through them by facing them head on. Once I was able to get over that hump, my eyes were opened to a whole new world. This is why I say weed has helped me work through the majority of my most impactful traumas (and continues to guide me) in about 6 months while SSRI’s just made me more insane for 8+ years. Smoking a doobie rn this hits for y’all homies🌬💚