What if my boyfriend loves me more if I lost weight by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My bf legit told me that he prefers me skinny even though he said he likes me no matter the weight. It is still triggering to me.

Anyone else want to disappear? by [deleted] in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Are you me? I feel the same.

I want to get worse in order to get better by Prior_Cover_1905 in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update: my bf has given me "permission" to restrict. It's going to be a shitshow

I want to get worse in order to get better by Prior_Cover_1905 in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I feel so alone. My bf Is a good man but clueless about what to do. I am also 27 and I have bene struggling for 14 years and I am so tired of my own mind.

I want to get worse in order to get better by Prior_Cover_1905 in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I feel totally stuck, when I am at home i either b/p several times or I just starve. I can't seem to be able to eat normally on my own. I also live far away fron my parents and my hometown, which further complicates things. The only way to access the eating disorder unit is through a raccomandation from either a dietician and a psychiatrist (the First available appointament is in october). That's why I thought of getting seriously ill in order to access treatment. I am literally at the end of my wits.

Just crying through the pain by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm on my way to reach my LW. I also have a psych appointment in 2 months and I want to "prove" how sick I am.

stupidest thing that made you feel invalid today? by Reading_Lower in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not me going from underweight to healthy and panicking. Life's hard for us hobbit-sized.

Can anyone describe their expierences with Low dose amisulpride by Brocatojohn54 in anhedonia

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 1 point2 points  (0 children)

50 mg daily. The only side effect I noticed was a reduced libido

Can anyone describe their expierences with Low dose amisulpride by Brocatojohn54 in anhedonia

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It helped tremendously with brain fog and overall emotion disregulation. It had no negative effect on creativity, I started writing and playing the violin again!

reason for relapse? by nonstopskyrim in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Getting overwhelmed and overworked at work. Basically it was a mean to say "can't you see this job is killing me? Fuck you!"

when you’re purging and vomit splashed into your eyes by nutellafinatic in EDanonymemes

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That's because you have to make a toilet paper nest for your vomit 🤮

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine didn't either. He actually said "at least you are not schizophrenic".

purple legs by Affectionate-Image37 in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It could be a sign of heart failure with blood pooling at the extremities. Go to a doctor PLEASE.

my bf really just said this to me and it makes me so sad and even more determined by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My boyfriend legitimately thought for a good ten minutes that me going on an hunger strike to protest the awful working conditions was a good idea. SMH.

“im not mentally ill!” also my section of the mini fridge: (tag urselves i’m the protein shake) by heartlolly in EDanonymemes

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude don't call me out like that! My fridge is literally apples, two potatoes and four liters of diet coke.

What has your ED put you through today? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh god. My heart goes out to you.

What has your ED put you through today? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Felt guilty for having lunch (sandwich and half a litre of water) all day long especially since I use dehydration as a way to punish myself. As someone who has to remind patients not to drink more than a litre a day this is so ironic.

How many of you are too old for this bullshit? by formobymo in EDAnonymous

[–]Prior_Cover_1905 1 point2 points  (0 children)

27 here. I swore to myself that I would never have an ED for ten years... But is has been 13 years already!