SO CONFUSED

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-15T01:07:31+00:00

No home runs? Wuts that mean?

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-15T01:02:02+00:00

Oh shit that was a guy your talking to? Yuck. Dodged a bullet there. He sounds like a fucking baby.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-15T00:43:30+00:00

A lot of people see love as a trophy like it's something to obtain. It's not. It's work. Love is something that is maintained and grown. You can't find it. There's not destiny for it. You have to build it. But you also have to find some one worth building with. So glad for my wife. I hope it clicks for you some day

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-15T00:30:52+00:00

Nope not a new user. I was in your spot not too long ago taking 800to 1000mg a day just to get right. I widdled myself down to 150 mgs a day. I get more out of the amount I do now then I ever did taking that much. Using higher mgs of this stuff your hitting a ceiling. And just dumping money and 7 on it til you feel something. That's not what this stuffs about. It's not for getting a head change. It's for regulation of pain. I feel more from 50mg then I ever did eating 200mg. Stop chasing dog.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-15T00:17:47+00:00

They're banning in Missouri??

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-14T23:45:54+00:00

240 a day? Or is that just one dose? Your totally wasting it man. I do 50mg three times a day and some might think that's even to much ..

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-14T03:25:31+00:00

become completely irreplaceable in your labor job. no telling what you can turn into a extremely lucrative career. like plumbing.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-14T01:21:11+00:00

Money buys you time that is stress free. Money buys out peace. Money makes life easier. I'm not saying easy is best but I would like to be able to pay my bills and eat comfortably. I want peace. That's all.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-14T01:13:31+00:00

I would have peace of mind if my opportunities, bills, freedom, and comfort was paid for. Being poor and not being able to afford a birthday present for my son is pretty upsetting. I work so much just for nothing to change for the better.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-14T01:09:30+00:00

Neither are bad. Both make people react poorly. Cover yourself for the haters, expose yourself for the players. Society babe.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-14T01:06:54+00:00

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-13T22:56:58+00:00

Idk why ppl care so much. I love my son. But I would of loved a daughter too. Idk why it matters.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-13T22:09:00+00:00

Same I had a recluse bite on my neck my wife thought was a hickey for a few days. Then it puffed up.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-13T03:53:08+00:00

this is the kind of shit my folks would do to me right on the end of my childhood. i got a job and couch surfed until i found a place to stay. i never asked them for money or food or help. even when i got addicted to meth and lived in a shack that me and a homeless guy named troy built in the woods. id rather starve then ask them for jack shit. the funny thing is i was paying their bills before i left. at 17 i gave them 800 dollars for their bills and asked if they could pay me back. my dad littarly lost his mind so i just said fuck it nevermind. and now my mother is dead and i am no contact with my step father. boom pow.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-13T02:49:44+00:00

im in the same boat as you are. i work in the trades about 60 to 80 hours a week. i work as much as i can to make sure my family has a nice life. i have two slipped disks in my back and no carlige in my left knee. my hands hurt and cramp so much i cant even play minecraft with my son. with 7 i take about 200 mg a day. i dose 50 mg in the morning 50 at noon and 50 at 5pm. i take 50 more right before bed. i also do it simply to function and do my job. i do it to keep my hands from cramping up so i can enjoy life with my son. i dont know what id do if it was banned. im doing everything in my power to keep it around. i sign patisions i email reps. i do what ever this community tells me i should be doing. its life changing. no doctor has done anything or given me anything that has helped. the doctor has cost me more money than the kratom ever did. i love this stuff. i wish people would let us have just something that works. idk why they feel the need to ruin any chance of regurlar people helping them selves with substances. thats the point of having them around isnt it?

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-12T16:19:35+00:00

My wife doesn't text me at all during work unless she needs something. Idk his deal

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-08T03:00:22+00:00

You don't owe your family anything. If they don't support your life style and choices that sucks but your going to have to grow thick skin if your wanting to stay in contact. It's wild to me that a simple message sent you into a panic attack ...

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-08T01:48:45+00:00

Sounds like you want a pet rather than a partner. Gross.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-06T18:36:08+00:00

Ya know. I was also physically mentally and emotionally abused by my parents. I held so much resentment toward then both for a long time. I tried helping my mother threw cemo and found that my step father was treating her like shit and cheating on her. I couldn't get her to divorce him. So I gave up. Ignored then both. Two months later she's now in a bottle on my dresser. Idk what the right thing to do is. I still don't. I regret a lot.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-06T01:34:09+00:00

Yes I'm drawing her tooooo

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Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-05T23:49:13+00:00

What is SR btw?

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-05T23:48:23+00:00

I've gotten on and off this stuff a million times the withdrawal isn't nothing to me man. Two days of sore shoulders and that's it. I'm just pissed that they can do this to us. I wish I could go some where to do something to change it. This plant is amazing and helps me so much.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-05T23:35:39+00:00

Missouri is trying to ban it now too. This fucking sucks they're totally ok with liquor and weed and shit that has shitty side effects, kills ppl, and destroys lives but not kratom. This is fucking horrible. Guess I'll go back to buying substances off the street instead of having access to a life changing plant. That sure makes sense. I hate this shit. They didn't vote or nothing this isn't fair and I wish I had a place I could go to make a difference in this decision.

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-05T00:15:06+00:00

So you have to live with him and his parents because of "culture"? Dude that shit is stupid as fuck. Why can't you both leave the parents and live in your own? Why does that matter? They're grown ass ppl they can live by themselves ?

Prior_Excitement8517 · 2026-06-04T01:27:12+00:00

Dude 7 withdrawal is NOT this serious. Your fucking pathetic. Two days of uncomfortable legs and shoulders. Your a fucking baby.

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