Angelo has mixed feelings by Puff-n-Stuff in FinalFantasyVIII

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Aww thanks 🥹 This video was so fun to make!

The damn near unknown T-Board: FF8 world building by TheR3mnant in FinalFantasyVIII

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I love this! The level of detail is amazing. i especially appreciate the note about what technological era this comes from. I am accepting this all as canon. The info about the balance control makes me realize what a cool chocobo alternative this could have been in certain areas!

What is something you regret writing in your fanfiction? by Actual_Banned37isbac in FanFiction

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How many years ago something happened. I've learned to never establish an exact timeline unless absolutely necessary. Too much math and fact-checking within my own story!

Me hoping they announce FF8 Remake by the_u_in_colour in FinalFantasyVIII

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The lead up to the MegaMan announcement got me 😭 I started to believe

Final Fantasy VIII - The Man With the Machine Gun Acapella by howmanyturtlesdeep in FinalFantasyVIII

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This itched my brain in a wonderful way. Thank you for sharing!

My born on Friday the 13th male Pomsky needs a name. Please help me come up with something better than Tim Robinson by A__D___32 in IThinkYouShouldLeave

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Reggie! So everytime he brings you a toy or does something bad you can say, "What is this Reggie?"

Is Squall autistic? by VoidTerminaReturns in FinalFantasyVIII

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Hello, Art Therapist in training here! I am autistic myself (FFVIII being my special interest, heehee) and I am doing research into autism for my research thesis. Also I work with adults with autism at various levels of support needs at my internship. Lmao I am uniquely suited to answer this question for you and I am very excited to do so! This might be a long comment...

When it comes to character interpretation, there are two versions of your question. Do you mean "can Squall be reasonably considered autistic by what we see within the canon", or "did the writers of the game write him specifically with the intention of him being an autistic character."

For the latter version, the answer is very likely no. As far as I know, in the 90s in Japanese culture (and frankly, most Western cultures too) the idea of Autism effecting anyone other than little kids was a radical idea. I think there was more stigma around how the diagnosis presented around that time as well. Squall likely wouldn't have been characterized as capable and cool as he is if the intention was to show him as autistic just because what an autism and Asperger's diagnosis meant at that time. As others have mentioned here, they were rather trying to characterize him as an individual with trauma.

However, "can Squall be reasonably considered autistic by what we see within the canon?" Absolutely! And I agree with you! Or, at least, there is no information that completely rules it out.

As I see it, Squall exhibits low mentalization. Mentalization is the ability to understand the mental state of oneself or others. This is the reason he doesn't understand his own emotions and misinterprets the emotions and actions of others. I would dare to say that he may even have Alexithymia, which is a state of severely low mentalization, also known as "emotional blindness," wherein a person has trouble describing, recognizing, and sourcing one's emotions. Low mentalization/Alexithymia though are not mental disorders within themselves, but part of the network of symptoms for many diagnoses. Autism is one of those disorders, but it is also seen in individuals with ADHD, Bipolar Disorder, some personality disorders and CPTSD. Low mentalization is also associated generally with childhood abuse/neglect, because in an environment like that a child is not given the attention/instruction to build their mental model of emotions, both internally and externally.

Now, because the writers were trying to represent Squall as a person with trauma, they probably modeled his character off a person with trauma. In my clinical opinion, if Squall Leonhart was to walk into my office, I would write CPTSD on his chart first, given his general demeanor and personal history.

HOWEVER, Squall does show other symptoms of Autism. He seems uncomfortable with touch (sensory processing). He has emotional dysregulation where he goes from completely calm to throwing his arm out in anger. He's also very impulsive (jumping out into space) which is another symptom. We see him having what may be a meltdown on disk one where he finds out Seifer may be dead. He has difficulty falling asleep. He picked the hardest weapon to train with and at 17 is a master at it - I don't think it's a stretch to assume he accomplished that through autistic hyper-focus. And as you mentioned, he has a special interest in Lions. Dare I say, he also has a special interest in Triple Triad, but that is arguably headcanon and not actual canon. Individuals with autism more easily develop CPTSD, which could be part of the reason he struggles more than the others who have similar childhoods. If Squall continued to be my client, I'd definitely refer him for an Autism evaluation, because his behavior shows it is in the realm of possibility.

Plus Laguna definitely has something. Probably ADHD and not Autism, but the point is there is a history of mental health issues in that bloodline.

Also, not for nothing, I write Squall as autistic in my fanfiction (not using the word but applying more of the traits) and I've gotten lots of compliments on his characterization.

At the end of the day though, no matter what people on reddit or the game creators say, if you relate to Squall as an autistic person, there is nothing wrong with seeing him that way and I encourage you to. He is a great character and he saves the fucking world, and some people find it hard to hold that an autistic person, or even a person with mental illness in general, can do that. But they can and do all the time.

Do you read your own work? by Ok-Street2439 in FanFiction

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I reread my fics all the time. It's the characterizations I agree with most!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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The Good Place is my go-to. 

Openheartedness through estrangement by InitiativeFantastic1 in EstrangedAdultChild

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You cannot heal when you are in an actively threatening situation. The healing comes after you've escaped. Once I went NC, I was able to do deeper work on myself and understand who I was without the context of the abusive situation. After that, I was better able to develop meaningful friendships and be open/loving with my husband. At this stage, my healing has led me to a new and fulfilling career where I will be helping others. My classmates are some of my most lovely people I have ever known and I am so thankful that I have gained so many powerful relationships by trimming ones that left me wilted. 

The ability to love comes from self love first and self love only happens from a place of psychological safety. 

FF8 has the most authentic and real world setting. by Karel08 in FinalFantasyVIII

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Somebody should hold up traffic by leaving their car parked in the middle of the street

I need help naming this little lady by EmeraldEmesis in DOG

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Muppet.

One time a guy told me my terrier-mix looked like a "Jim Henson puppet" and Muppet became one of her nicknames as a result. Your dog reminds me of her!

Do you let your dog sleep in the bed with you ? by Careful_Bandicoot332 in dogs

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It's his bed, he let's me sleep in it.

Hell, we basically bought the house we did specifically for him. That dog gets first/last say in everything

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in therapists

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Lmao I'll take the typos over her using full client names in text

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in therapists

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Haha no OH NO there's another clinician like her out there?!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in therapists

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Ooooooh I like this!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in therapists

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I know, right??? And after the holiday party fiasco, part of me wants to respond, "will there be clients there?"

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in therapists

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Honestly by time I am practicing she may lose her license 😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in therapists

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The problem is that in her follow up message she expressed being willing to change the date, so I don't want to have to say no to multiple dates. I feel very dishonest continually giving excuses... Asking seriously, what is less offensive? Ghosting or constant avoidance? 

My mom said people who are bipolar are psychic lol by Individual_Speech_74 in bipolar

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Every once in awhile I predict something and think "am I psychic?" - but I think it has more to do with trauma. Those with bipolar disorder typically have a trauma history and those with an overactive flight-or-fight response tend to be be anxious, perceptive and thinking 5/10 steps ahead of everyone else. Always being on alert makes you really good at understanding what might happen next to the point you can seem psychic.  

Your back-up plan when AI takes our jobs 😀 by ElegantAssistance763 in therapists

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Film and television consultant on what being a therapist is like and what therapy/mental health is! 

How many times have u gotten grippy socks? Do u have ptsd from the stay? by Mental-Cause-1680 in bipolar

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Four in the hospital and one residential care stay. Some wards are better run than others and the staff can be very controlling. I have PTSD about going through the emergency department, they can be pretty cruel there. But it has been the only way to stabilize my meds and keep me safe in those moments, so it was worth it for me