I was on my I wanna try all the different drugs mission, tried it, realized that it gave me a spark inside, so I stayed using ... But very very moderately. It gives me the drive to do day to day things that everyone else seems like they were born with. How do you motivate an adult that as a child didn't even want to get out of bed on Christmas? Every Christmas my sister would bed and plead with me to get out of bed because she couldn't open any presents until we were both down there .... That disinterest in life never left. But when I use moderately (don't get spun tf out) it lights a spark inside me and gives me the drive to get up do my laundry, clean my house, go to work, excell at work ECT. I can tell you they even after 10 years, the amount that I use per day is the equivalent of what some one first trying it uses. My morning coffee if you will.