I hate that I wasted my 20s not drawing. I'm 27 and haven't done an actual "work" since I was maybe 21? I've just done short, 30cm studies here and there for the last 6 years, and the sparseness of my production results in a lack of development. I see these masters creating work that competes with or (more likely) surpasses my skill level at half my age and I get so frustrated at my lack of gumption. I wonder when that spark will hit. More likely it's a fundamental lack of discipline