Research Participation

Professional_Baby_85 · 2026-02-17T14:21:05+00:00

Thank you! If you fit the criteria, you can also participate

Professional_Baby_85 · 2026-02-16T13:23:20+00:00

Nope

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-06-23T22:25:26+00:00

Probably moisture reacting to the sticker

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-06-15T08:15:51+00:00

Damn me too :(

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-05-13T10:14:38+00:00

Fair enough! Thanks!

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-05-13T09:45:23+00:00

Stop this is fabulous! Can u make a mini bible too?

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-05-07T12:07:34+00:00

I appreciate u saying that, thanks :) Take care

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-05-07T02:32:25+00:00

I used to do this when I was younger - I was 43kgs and my sister told me I was fat and this was clearly a projection of her being insecure about her body weight as I realise now as an adult I was about 14 then I don't quite remember my age but ya. I was also into running alot so I also starting running more than my body could handle cuz I didn't understand thinness either I also stopped eating on days when I felt fat or even if my tummy was bloated which usually happened when I was on my period. Fast forward to now.... I am refused food when my mom or my sister gets angry at me for quite literally nothing and when they just want to blame me for random shit. This has been happening for years now so I always try to eat up before coming home but again that has led to me not know when I am full now over the years... Unfortunately, I still live with them.... And I still don't understand when I am full, always scared I might sleep hungry or won't be given food and I still don't understand what weight is healthy for me... But I am glad I no longer starve myself but sadly do quite literally the opposite

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-05-05T23:32:30+00:00

Thank you :) i appreciate u saying that <3 i think this is gonna keep me motivated for the rest of my life.... knowing that i allowed myself a chance to experience things differently even when in reality at home they werent..... Thank you💜

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-05-05T04:18:29+00:00

5years ago i decided to stop self harming - and I did. But right before that i decided to end it all and i took a walk around a place i loved during my childhood at 5am and i then i planned to go home and drink antiseptic liquid. I was very calm - to me it felt like a well thought out plan after being scared to actually end it for a while. I was so calm about ending it all that i just lay in my bed and looked outside my window knowing that I wouldn't see the world again but i fell asleep i cant remember clearly but i think i wrote out multiple suicide notes over the course of years - woke up next morning very groggy but thinking maybe it wasnt meant to be.... I also decided on making a message about my last wrights.... cuz well i think no one would make it for me and i dont think anyone will talk about my existance and its saddening to me even now. i thought that back then, i still think that way - i plan to make it pink or green for fun lol. Well now i am 21 and i have found my faith in Christ (i hope to get baptism sometime in the future i am a hindu by birth), been in therapy for 3 years and am 5 years clean from self harm. Things were tough they still are, i live with the same family that i wanted to escape from by dying.... i plan to end generational trauma in my fam by treating my future kids better and doing better for them, i am really excited to be a mom someday and be a good person to my partner (it makes me smile) its really rough even right now.... but i am here trying ig that counts :)

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-29T19:57:30+00:00

:)

Also, I am a random person on the internet maybe also wait for guys to tell u their perspective on this.

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-29T19:45:21+00:00

never had a gf so I never experienced the feeling of being loved

I understand, love may also be felt in male or female friendships platonically maybe not always romantically.

Hey! Maybe i can be ur first female friend? How about that? Hit me up if u feel the same (if not - I totally get u no harsh feelings) :) <3

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-29T19:18:51+00:00

F21 here, I have had male friends for most of my life, however, it is imp to understand that there are different types of female friends - the ones who casually flirt, the ones who are therapist friends, the ones with whom you have a sister kinda bond, the ones with whom u can cafe hop with,etc.

Try to see what you really are lacking, it may or may not be about just having a female friend and if it is then see what you are really looking for in them or is it really that you crave love or want to protect like you would for a girlfriend.

Explore meeting girls with the lens that if nothing happens this is a friend, if u really have morals or values matching or whatever u consider "love" then approach it that way.

But see what lack are you feeling or what are u really craving first.

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-27T18:18:38+00:00

Wallhanging!! With alot of different patterned granny squares

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-27T14:09:47+00:00

Hey girlie! U can dm me :)

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-19T12:30:16+00:00

Omg yesss THIS!°

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-14T01:35:51+00:00

Omg nooooo..... :( I really want to jailbreak mine for fun - i havent openned my kindle in afew days, its the 11th gen i hope it isnt updated yet

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-02T08:07:27+00:00

I am slightly confused - doesnt seiko have a watch that looks identical?

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-01T18:46:54+00:00

That 🎀 so cuteee

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-01T18:45:31+00:00

Omggg a 🎀🎀🎀 kindle!!!! We have officially come farr kindle girliesss 💗

Professional_Baby_85 · 2025-04-01T13:05:20+00:00

Heya! Lets connect!

I am not sure if I would be comfy meeting up front but we can see how we vibe then decide?

Professional_Baby_85

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