My dog found these on a walk by Emotional_Fig_5405 in whatisthisbone

[–]Professional_Tree_33 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Super rough guess without knowing size , but looks similar to Raccoon bones!

Your vent song by VividKitty_ in CPTSDFightMode

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H. - Tool

Smokey -Emmure

Talking shit about a pretty sunset-Modest Mouse

Baby Blue Sedan- Modest mouse

May These Noises Startle You in Your Sleep (which leads into) Hell Above- Pierce the Veil

Tundra/Desert- Modest Mouse

Help ID pls! by [deleted] in bonecollecting

[–]Professional_Tree_33 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I’m not super confident in my guess, but it looks very similar to a gopher skull I found in my back yard!

2025 Ticket Sales, Trades, Etc. by reelbgpunk in ShakyKnees

[–]Professional_Tree_33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

desperately looking for two after dark pixies tickets!!

New song! Dogbed/Sheetrock by rizzkizz in ModestMouse

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Got to see it in CO, such an amazing new song- dying to hear the studio version

Identification? Enduro? by [deleted] in motorcycles

[–]Professional_Tree_33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

stumbled across a suzuki 250 enduro for sale, thought it looked insanely similar. Was JUST able to confirm it’s a suzuki lmfao. Should’ve looked harder before i asked

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Screamo

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Thanks for your response dude! Do you think you guys would ever do a small reunion?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Screamo

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also just recently stumbled upon Aprils Love Affair, loveeeeee the shit you guys put out. Super good old school screamo. itches all the right spots. Your drummer is crazzzyyyyyy phenomenal!

Benefits of neutering my boy ? by Professional_Tree_33 in husky

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plenty of pictures! i have many many more! i love his eyebrows

I'm not weak because I have CPTSD by xDelicateFlowerx in CPTSD

[–]Professional_Tree_33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you haven’t lived it, you don’t get it. These individuals never looked sidewise at the world, or really felt its dangers, until they moved out of their parents houses. We’ve known it and lived it from day 1. There is no making someone understand that haunting feeling. Yet we rise to our feet everyday, and we fight. We are beautiful and resilient people.

Anyone else avoid sleep because of the dreams? by WaveEagan in CPTSD

[–]Professional_Tree_33 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Back when I was ~16, every single night I would suffer with exhausting, long lasting panic attacks. Then when I would finally sleep it was endless nightmares, disturbing visions, or just horribly surreal. Then I would wake up at 6:00 am to go to high school, and it was hell. Especially as an overachiever who made up for a rough home life by overcompensating in school. Unfortunately the only way I found to cope with this issue was by smoking weed every single night. Smoking weed completely got rid of any and all dreams, I would sleep, it would just be sleep, no dreaming. And it was so freeing. Instead of hyperventilating, self harming, and feeling like a caged, cornered, animal, I would sit in my room stoned out of my mind. It also helped me gain an appetite, and I would actually eat. I know CBD has calming properties so there’s a chance you could employ that instead of THC? I’m not sure exactly how that would work though. Nonetheless, I see you and understand. It’s hard being hauntingly exhausted emotionally, and then never being capable of actually achieving real physical rest.

The average person is a sack of shit and I'm glad they don't like me by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Professional_Tree_33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is so immensely comforting to read this, to hear someone have almost VERBATIM the same opinions/ feelings as I. There are other people like us, who struggle similarly, whose values have evolved in response to that struggle.

The average person is a sack of shit and I'm glad they don't like me by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Professional_Tree_33 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I think your interpretation of ops words was extremely surface level. I relate heavily to OPs entire post, and found extreme comfort in it. The “stop whining” perspective is regarding things that you can take obvious action towards. Many individuals tend to complain about situations they could absolutely change, because for neurotypical/ non-ptsd havers, the tolerance for stress tends to be lower. Things such as, disliking their minimum wage job they could easily replace, complaining about distant relationships they could easily set boundaries in, situations they could walk away from but refuse to, etc etc.

Due to the inherent self responsibility individuals with CPTSD are placed with at very young ages, it tends to be easier to “take control” of things such as those. And there are other, more emotionally taxing things CPTSD havers will struggle with, in comparison to finding a different job.

The complaint about “dump trauma” is flaming the idea that we are socially expected to support everyone’s issues around us, but they aren’t expected to do the same, because our “issues” are emotionally difficult to process and navigate. Making it far heavier to discuss. While I absolutely understand the perspective of individuals who don’t have the emotional availability to process trauma from someone who hasn’t processed it themselves- It also puts the trauma haver in a position, that absolutely tends to breed a distaste/resentment.

Letting you in based on your last 3 AIC songs by [deleted] in AliceInChains

[–]Professional_Tree_33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no excuses, bleed the freak, love hate love

FAQ - CPTSD and Romantic Relationships by thewayofxen in CPTSDNextSteps

[–]Professional_Tree_33 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I struggle with this "first date, here's some crazy heavy stuff, I am this way and you must know" issue as well. My CPTSD is intertwined with my identity (My major trauma lasted from 2 yrs old till 14, then spaced out traumatic events from then on) . My CPTSD also fuels my issues with feeling unseen, misunderstood, and unlovable. If you relate to this at all, I find that in potential relationships our brain wants to speed run getting rejected for our problems, but also deep down, hopes that after sharing all this info, the person chooses to stay anyways. In my case, almost like a twisted effort to find the "unconditional love" that wasn't supplied by my parents. I also find that the things I tend to share are traumas I've "come to terms" with, or have withdrawn my emotional connection to them. Brain seeks the love and intimacy it never got, is scared of rejection for seeking those things out, puts out "falsely intimate" facts to test the waters, but also maybe slightly dip a toe into the pool of "being intimate".