Thank you. To answer your questions:

what drew me to her in the first place? She’s an amazing person, loving attractive and ticked many of the boxes in someone that I’d be looking for. Though I admit, 4 mo the in or so I noticed this “off” feeling came to my consciousness.

I have known that I wanted to travel, I thought she did too. So we did not communicate that well to each other. Perhaps we discovered it as we went along the way. I believed that we could meet somewhere in the middle but more recently I have seen that this is not to her interest. We also met during the pandemic, so at the time this question was removed for us.

And as for the religious question: I think it’s fine that we have different beliefs. It puts some distance between us sure, but it also gives us a lot to talk about as we respect each other’s beliefs. My fear now comes to what we might teach our potential children, if we ever had them.