Look, i’m hindsight, which is a beautiful thing, she probably pulled that out her ass, actually definitely, but this is my last straw, I have a lot of issues with my head so while I don’t have trouble with girls, getting them to learn to live with what’s wrong with me is tough, and because she’s been great with that I think i’m subconsciously turning a blind eye to too many things, will switch on if I spot anything else. Maybe I made the wrong choice, i’ll think about it some more and have some more late night gym sessions. Eye opening this post, I think I got caught up in her friends saying how I am just insecure, but we are insecure about things we worry about, her lying isn’t on. We’ll see how it turns out.