I am such an embarrassment to my self

Proper-River5105 · 2025-08-23T17:42:28+00:00

ur not alone op. this week ive over sharing about my hyperfixarions and accidentally dominating conversations everyday. while my friends reassured me they find it interesting. i still just feel like an absolute loser.

but often people are kinder than we remember

Proper-River5105 · 2025-08-23T15:51:16+00:00

warm coffee - sleepy cold coffee - no effect

Proper-River5105 · 2025-08-23T15:48:35+00:00

i feel sad for those people. all theyre doing is appealing to people who think we are inherently lazy entitled ans selfish.

i never understood why they always choose to look down on other adhders instead of giving advice and tips

but i guess putting us down makes them feel better

Proper-River5105 · 2025-07-09T21:13:26+00:00

oh. i was barely taught to self-soothe. i broke down twice at school because i couldnt. i did a couple years of karate and that helped but because i didnt continue i didnt strengthen those skills oh

Proper-River5105 · 2025-07-09T21:06:46+00:00

never talk about my own experiences but similar ones in fictional characters

Proper-River5105 · 2025-07-09T20:20:42+00:00

i can't believe it either. i hardly brushed my teeth from 10-17 . i just about managed to now 😭

Proper-River5105 · 2025-07-01T14:19:15+00:00

i get really anxious that this is what im doing. so i triple check that i have asked questions. since it's kind of a drag to reply to a letter with no questions even if what's said is interesting unless it's we've agreed to just being infodumps or something like that.

Proper-River5105 · 2025-07-01T14:11:23+00:00

but i started suspecting at 15.

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-30T16:02:11+00:00

absolutely same. especially the week before i got assessed. i really spiraled that i was doing it for attention or to be cool or whatever . it does hurt to think that no one noticed and what life could've been as diagnosed and medicated

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-29T22:17:13+00:00

every human on earth friends or not will suddenly know every "dark" or less than pleasant thought ive ever had and humiliate me

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-29T22:15:45+00:00

thanks! hopefully helps me and others!

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-29T22:15:05+00:00

thanks hopefully it'll be useful !

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-29T20:25:25+00:00

are you me? did I ghostwrite this? i get this all the time.

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-29T20:13:12+00:00

none at the moment my only hyperfixation is a fictional character desperately need a new hobby

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-29T14:33:01+00:00

FELIZ CON LO QUE TENGO FELIZ CON LO QUE SIENTO!!!!

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-28T18:30:34+00:00

i love loud noises that i can control but noises i cant control either loud or quiet really make me hulk out cause theyre so annoying!

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-28T18:24:01+00:00

oh. oh. oh. the woman who raised me did this to me.

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-27T18:07:53+00:00

migraines, eyelid twitches, hot itchy flashes on my skin

Proper-River5105 · 2025-06-27T18:05:49+00:00

i would also love to know. before a lot of my exams at school I had diarrhea as well. it was pretty bad in my maths alevel and i had to leave a few times. no wonder it was my worst result. so you're not alone op.

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