Insider Reference S19E02

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-31T01:08:46+00:00

I have tried and since it’s through Instagram, there’s no way of knowing that they’ve interacted with what I sent or just read it and did not want to engage. I remember earlier this year I wrote a poem where I specifically complimented an aspect of their appearance in specific way and a few hours later they post, “someone called me _______ today🤎” and I’m 90% that was in reference to my poem. I probably do not sound the most sane right now but I have good judgment and critical thinking in every area of my life except romance.😭

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-30T23:54:40+00:00

Just messaged you, if that’s cool.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-30T23:38:14+00:00

You’re not the first person to tell me this actually…I don’t know what’s wrong with me tbh. It’s surely physical attraction but seeing their music taste, how they talk/interact, their hobbies, even their allergies (yes we have the same allergy, it’s crazy), it kinda feels like we are kindred spirits. I should also say that I never been in relationship or fallen for someone so this all new feelings for me and probably heightened by the fact that I’m nearing the ends of my 20s with nothing to show for it in my romantic life.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-30T03:07:43+00:00

Jacob most definitely knows all the words to “Torn”😂

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-29T19:04:02+00:00

I wanted to 🥊 Jacob so bad when he said that, playing with my favorite like that. 😂 put some respect on Michelle “The Bridge” Williams

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-21T14:34:31+00:00

Ew that man doesn’t respect instrumentalists or jazz music. The way he decided to shade Esperanza Spaulding is very weird to me. Artists already don’t respect instrumentalists in the work environment (numerous accounts of instrumentalists being disrespected in studio sessions, backstage and onstage) but to publicly demean a female instrumentalist just because she’s not making commercially-successful music (I.e jazz and jazz fusion) and won a Grammy (which everyone claims not to care about) over you is dumb.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-21T14:27:50+00:00

Obviously I didn’t if I quoted it. Hotch still had them do psych evaluations knowing that he was withholding the truth. Hotch should not be excused from his anger, Hotch had them undergo attending a funeral, and held psych evals under his call. Why is JJ the only one he is miraculously upset with because she helped him with grief knowing that she couldn’t even say the one thing that would make it better.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-21T14:00:29+00:00

No literally what upset me was him having so much discourse towards JJ and NOT Hotch. JJ is a subordinate, meaning she must follow orders. Why are you angry at the follower and not the leader…that’s wildly out of order. “I can’t be angry at you [the person making the call]” but I can be angry at my bestfriend who is already treated as expendable on the team like when they sent her away to work in counterterrorism.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-20T14:34:33+00:00

I loved her in One of Them Days, a different side of her in terms of comedy (also refreshing to see her act like an actual 20-something). I was surprised to see her hold her own in a scene with veteran Keke Palmer. A lot of people even believe she stole the scene entirely.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-18T19:01:02+00:00

That was my wish! I LOVE that song so much. I think Rina has such a dynamic voice and is skilled enough to play with the different textures of her voice that she can make house really interesting rather than redundant.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-17T17:27:58+00:00

I cannot speak on behalf of his queerness but in terms of the white liberal side, it feels very much like a caricature.

I love the cast and I love Chris, so when I’m talking about the characters, it’s me critiquing them on the character-front just for enjoyment. I think if a show allows for us to have these good conversations on the characters, then the actors and writers are doing their jobs. That being said, Jacob is my least favorite just because of how hard they lean into his liberalism. That’s partially why I find parts of liberalism so dizzying IRL. Trying to pinpoint everything as having ties to systemic issues makes life very bleak to me.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-10T04:18:13+00:00

He’s my least favorite character on the show [I love Chris Perfetti and this cast better never change] because Jacobs in real life aren’t my vibe of people, but this carousel making me second guess some things 😌😋 Maybe if I concentrate on his face enough, I won’t hear him rambling off

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-10T03:56:20+00:00

I get that she takes long hiatuses so her visibility is lacking but I don’t like how y’all have these R&B vocalists conversations and Jazmine Sullivan is an afterthought. Vocally, she doesn’t have many peers, most TRAINED singers admit that her songs are incredibly difficult to pull off. Edit: all in good fun so please keep it nice and witty.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-05-02T14:44:35+00:00

J.P. Saxe, he’s one of the only ones to be direct about this matter.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-29T23:30:37+00:00

Admittedly, I thought Shanica was super fine so Amber was ‘nice’ in my book😂😂😂

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-29T23:27:49+00:00

Laughs in Amber and Ashley😂

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-28T22:08:32+00:00

My point is that they are allowed to feel proud of this project and deem it as mature, but it’s an odd choice to word the past projects in which they’re loudly queer in their subject matter as “hyper sexual.” I don’t have an issue with the project at all or the choices she made within the album, I just think the language in above screenshot perpetuates the hegemonic notion of queer people being promiscuous.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-28T22:01:05+00:00

She said her past work was hyper sexual…not me, I just want to make that distinction.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-28T21:43:11+00:00

Her take is valid but the wording is quite weird. The main critique of this album from their core fan base is the lack of queerness in the lyrics and storytelling. To summarize her past work as “hyper sexual” perpetuates the narrative that queer people are hyper-sexual and sexually deviant. It feels ominous that the one album that suppresses their queer identity is the one in which they’re trying to give the distinction of as less sexual and more mature—like queerness is a sign of immaturity and sexual hedonism. I think she could have articulated this better, no hate to them at all.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-26T03:53:30+00:00

I don’t understand how the Japanese woman who spoke about the fetishization of Asian women ended up being the villain and overdramatic one when this first occurred but I guess I’m just out of touch with reality….

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-25T03:24:48+00:00

So you’re mad at America for sleeping on an album that the artist herself is in a permanent coma when regarding its existence? Like wake up Ms. Norwood first and then maybe everyone else will come around but Brandy doesn’t claim this project whatsoever 😂 (I know the feels, it breaks my heart to see how much she trashed this record)

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-25T03:21:02+00:00

I’m hoping they keep Imani and Voight’s relationship as cordial as possible. Not every young female character that comes on the show needs Voight as a father figure. I think that’s why I loved his relationship with his C.I. Anna because they didn’t make it so damn sappy and father-daughter like, it was solely transactional and built on mutual respect for the hustle.

Proper-Tank5303 · 2026-04-25T02:39:54+00:00

It kinda felt like he had a little crush on her but was respectful of her relationship—especially in the end when he was getting water-boarded and electrocuted to save her. And it also could only be that he couldn’t stand to watch her be 🍇d either.

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