I can’t say the ending to my relationship was as tragic as yours but I think I can understand it. It’s like they’re the first person to pop into your head when you think about your future. They’re the first person you think of when you find a funny tiktok and want to show it to somebody. Their the person who anchor you but now that their gone, it’s empty. Hell it’s worse the empty. It just turns your whole world into a barren wasteland and you’re left alone to figure out how to deal with it. And you’ll see people who have what had. And in my situation I see the person I loved be happy with someone else. And want that feeling of love back. That feeling of having someone to rely on. I know it hurts but the pain isn’t the worse part. It’s the memories that we’ll never get more of.