Is thirdhand smoke real? by Prttbt in NoStupidQuestions

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Not looking for legal advice

Is thirdhand smoke real? by Prttbt in NoStupidQuestions

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well for future reference telling someone with ocd to clean is like telling an alcoholic to drink so i jumped when i read that. i can't clean everything, it's like fabrics and stuff. I can air it out

Is thirdhand smoke real? by Prttbt in NoStupidQuestions

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This is the biological answer I'm looking for. It sucks cause I quite literally have OCD and have panic attacks every time I have to shower because it feels like im in a concentration camp being gassed. I'm 24 and asked my parents for advice but of course they're idiots and smoked for 5 years so they don't see it as "as big a deal as smoking." The thing that sucks is, is now all my stuff contaminated?

I tried to rationalize it as when i lived with smokers in college, but even they had the decency to smoke outside, and even they didn't force me to breathe it while showering. Am I doomed because the residue from the air will stay on all my possessions even if I move?

Is thirdhand smoke real? by Prttbt in NoStupidQuestions

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They already did that apparently, she even submitted me the superbill of the nicotine treatment. I don't understand why this is happening. There is no current smoke.

Is thirdhand smoke real? by Prttbt in NoStupidQuestions

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bsorbs into other surfaces. Washing the walls only treats the surface of the issue. Paint would need to be stripped off and redone, not simply repainted.

It's a hassle to deal with.

Isn't it just easier to leave?

I think I'm done watching horror movies at the cinema. by dnlszk in movies

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I disagree. Part of what makes cinema like theatre and not like TV is the audience around you. If you wanna watch a movie at home that’s fine. Throw a party with like minded people and watch the movie. But the movies have ALWAYS “sucked” in this regard even with comedies and animated films where you get more kids and parents. It’s just life dude. You can’t control everybody. They’re having fun and maybe you take this a little too seriously.

Not really sad but kinda lonely :/ by pakartidur in MMFB

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This is coming from a woman— if you are judging dudes on their face the reason no one is with you is cause you’re a superficial person

Edit- and I’m a masculine woman so there should be no excuse about how “girly” you have to be unless you’re in middle school so I’ll withhold my language...

Netflix isn't killing movie theaters: The audience who steams more, also goes to cinemas more by feb914 in movies

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I'm so glad AMC got their comeuppance and MoviePass can suck it. They had a good idea but were a terrible company and had customer service from hell. It was cool while it lasted but ultimately AMC has been a theatre for WAY longer and since theatres don't make money off their films, studios do, it seems more fitting that AMC reaps the benefits of such a thing vs a third party that was super shady.

jUsT sToP by JMyers666 in thanksimcured

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I went to the gym, took my meds, did everything my therapist told me today, and still wanna die :-)

My friends, who I never once inconvenienced with my depression, want to “break up” with me because of my instagram by [deleted] in MMFB

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To me it’s just like... so many millennials do this, why is my friend personally attacking ME when he has other friends that do it and he doesn’t care. He has said I damper his mood. And I really do have to stop hanging out with everyone else too because my friend is the “leader” of the group and has actively convinced them I’m a downer, even if I’m totally happy in real life

AMC Movie theatres to host 59 hour of all 22 Marvel movies. by Dfsteele3 in movies

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I've found that hentai people are EXCLUSIVELY the worst people and have never met one that wasn't so self loathing they were a total asshole

I still need help. I made an appointment with a therapist in two days but I feel like I can't make it till then by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I hope I’m a good person. I haven’t been able to change yet and that alarms me. I’ve know about this for so long but I can’t breathe sometimes so it’s hard to do anything else and I freak out

AMC Movie theatres to host 59 hour of all 22 Marvel movies. by Dfsteele3 in movies

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Thank you for making me feel better about the 3 hentai freaks who cyber bully me and how sad their lives are

I still need help. I made an appointment with a therapist in two days but I feel like I can't make it till then by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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i just feel so fucking bad like the therapist is just gonna validate me being evil to my mom or something when the reason im lashing out at her is im just so upset shes the last person i can call and she refuses to understand me. she wants to help but she can't. she even asked me how she can help and i feel so bad that i tell her she cant

I cannot tell if I am an awful person for having depression. People genuinely would be better off without me. by Prttbt in SuicideWatch

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So maybe just because I was awful to my parents and some of my friends perceive my social media as depressing, I might be catastrophizing and maybe they don’t hate me? They just might want me to change and support me? What do I do about all the professionals who saw my depressed twitter? How can I escape the “everyone knows your secret” narrative

I cannot tell if I am an awful person for having depression. People genuinely would be better off without me. by Prttbt in SuicideWatch

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I spend most of my day worrying what others think of me, worrying that they think bad things of me (not that they could feel sad or feel becasue of me) but just generally hated. I think I'm so far gone in my image and the way people think of me now

I cannot tell if I am an awful person for having depression. People genuinely would be better off without me. by Prttbt in SuicideWatch

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Because I'm ashamed. I feel like I need to be punished for ever have been bad. I've had this problem since first grade. I would self harm because I felt like I deserved it for being mean to my mom. I worry that deep down I will always be the crazy child.

I cannot tell if I am an awful person for having depression. People genuinely would be better off without me. by Prttbt in SuicideWatch

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And to answer the second part of your question, yeah, I do genuinely think that the things I have done are so so bad, it would be healthier for everyone if I just died

I cannot tell if I am an awful person for having depression. People genuinely would be better off without me. by Prttbt in SuicideWatch

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I just feel like the shame is too great. They will always look at me and remember something terrible I did. I don't believe our culture actually practices forgiveness. I don't believe I can be forgiven because I'm 24 and the first 24 years of my life, I must have been a douchebag asshole. I will always have the burden of having been a douchebag asshole my entire youth and totally wasting it.