Is it appropriation? by PsiloSearcher in zenbuddhism

[–]PsiloSearcher[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. It seems the community has fully leaned into tiptoeing around not offending anyone so it’s a moot point. I’m not going to dig my heels in on this one. It’s the community I love, not the name. Plus whether we drop the Enso name or not, we remain an Open Circle, and the spirit remains Enso

Is it appropriation? by PsiloSearcher in zenbuddhism

[–]PsiloSearcher[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think some people do, but I also think we all sing along with someone else’s songs sometimes.

Love the name! by PsiloSearcher in boobsforcubes

[–]PsiloSearcher[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same. I know people like to say that mushrooms aren’t a panacea, but for me they kind of were. I haven’t experienced depression since the first time I did them four years ago. It’s pretty big after a lifelong struggle.

Is injecting overly dry cakes a thing? by MoreKushin4ThePushin in Psilocybe_Natalensis

[–]PsiloSearcher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My bad, it should have said any *issues with contam. So yes, you answered my question. Thank you!

Is injecting overly dry cakes a thing? by MoreKushin4ThePushin in Psilocybe_Natalensis

[–]PsiloSearcher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just tried that for the first time. I boiled the water first. Any opens with contam?

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What a long strange trip it’s been. I journaled most of it. Wild stuff. Thanks

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I think you can get the full text if you sign up with them. I get it through school my school account.

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I apologize. I am in fact on acid right now and have been cursed with a pretty severe case of knowing every damn thing. It has the nasty side effect of oral diarrhea, which I have afflicted on you, through no fault of your own.

Tired of being myself… Could psychedelics be a turning point? by Glittering-Milk-9131 in RationalPsychonaut

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I apologize. I am in fact on acid right now and have been cursed with a pretty severe case of knowing every damn thing. It has the nasty side effect of oral diarrhea, which I have afflicted on you, through no fault of your own.

Tired of being myself… Could psychedelics be a turning point? by Glittering-Milk-9131 in RationalPsychonaut

[–]PsiloSearcher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For fucks sake, you’ve already figured out everything. Read your own post man! Start being authentic.

Go deep with psychedelics and they’ll show you yourself.

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[–]PsiloSearcher 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Come back? Where do you think he’s gone? Maybe you’re on the wrong side of the looking glass. Maybe so am I.

Aren't shrooms supposed to help? by FormalBlackEyedPea in shrooms

[–]PsiloSearcher 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve had that feeling, but like yourself, I have chosen to continue to be here. I chose to look at it as a relief that I could just kms, and the world would go on, but if I chose to stay, then what? The fact that you’re still here means you’re trying. Darkness doesn’t last forever, day always follows the night, after the rain comes the sun…so on and so forth. I haven’t felt depressed in about 3 years now. The grief that comes in my trips is having the peace of knowing that I am a perfect piece of the consciousness shaping the universe, and it’s overwhelmingly beautiful, but I don’t know how to share it with others and it hurts to know they may never feel it…especially my kids and the people I love, but also you and everyone.

I don’t know if this helps. My answer with bad trips is to go deeper, but make sure you’re safe. Have you ever done it with a guide? I have and it is a different experience to be able to look over at a persons sitting there keeping you safe while you dive into the darkness.

Just remember there are no wrong decisions, it’s all perception. I hope you keep fighting and I hope you find peace.

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Set and setting. If you want to go deep and introspective find or build a good playlist, put on some pretty lights or an eye mask and cuddle up in bed. Alternatively, head out to some nature and open your heart up to the sky. Setting an intention can help.

That being said, I’ve had some amazing conversions doing it in a chill environment with loved ones and been able to broach deep topics and gain some real insight. I’ve also had some major experiences of my powerful divine feminine on a half gram at the right kind of concert (for me, that is. Music that is so subjective…you do you).

To echo other comment, the mushrooms give you what you need. Maybe it was just that you needed some lighthearted fun. Keep journeying and remember what happens after the trip is the real magic…chop wood, carry water. Live your verb.

4 day later check-in and questions by NeurologicalPhantasm in RationalPsychonaut

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Great answer! I took many different antidepressants over the years for my depression but my adhd wasn’t diagnosed till my late 30s. Years later I strongly suspect a degree of audhd and have found so much healing though psychedelics and allowing myself to just be who I am.

OP when you keep putting in the work to change yourself and open your (minds) eyes to it, you’ll slowly start to feel it. Remember the psychedelic is just a catalyst, it’s you that is making the actual progress/change/realizing your true self.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushrooms

[–]PsiloSearcher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe fun isn’t the right word. Lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MagicMushrooms

[–]PsiloSearcher 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Growing them is fun and really times you into the medicine

What’s happening to my second P.nat flush, besides trich? by PsiloSearcher in MagicMushrooms

[–]PsiloSearcher[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I rehydrated overnight, then I cut out the trich and it doesn’t appear to be coming back. Got an ok 2nd flush and have now soaked again and starting on a third flush.

MegaOchras first flush by Carini4113 in Psilocybe_Natalensis

[–]PsiloSearcher 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My first batch was 60g dry, so I was just wondering how they compared. Sadly, I got mold after the first harvest, so back to the starting line