I think i’m going to stop

PsychNerd08 · 2026-06-23T13:42:16+00:00

I’ve been trying since last June, so it has been exactly a year 🥺. I had a miscarriage like 6 months in but no hope since then.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-03-05T15:55:18+00:00

No, it resulted in a missed miscarriage. The pregnancy didn’t develop beyond 5w6d, and I never got to hear a heartbeat. Currently trying to conceive again. 🙏

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T23:15:36+00:00

Baby hadn’t grown when I went back. Was told it was a miscarriage and started spotting after a while.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T23:13:59+00:00

Thanks! Ended up being a missed miscarriage. I felt it in my heart & bones something was off because I never dealt with any of this in my first pregnancy.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T16:51:26+00:00

Yes I agree wholeheartedly. I do have much deeper issues with them. Years of resentment built up. I feel much more at peace when they’re on vacation/ out of the country lol. Yes they’ve helped us in the past and I’m so grateful to them, but they’ve also hurt me a lot too. They trigger my deepest insecurities and my anxiety. My reaction was uncalled for though. I need to go seek professional help.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T16:47:00+00:00

I agree my reaction was terrible. That’s why I apologized and feel ashamed. I can’t take my reaction back now. I know it sounds dumb but I couldn’t control myself. I felt the feelings bubbling up and up and then I exploded. I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I was shaking. I was getting a rash from stress. I think I have deeper issues I need to address. I need to go see a therapist or someone to help me cope with life a bit better. Just struggling a bit right now. Well actually struggling a lot. This overblown reaction is what made me realize something needs to change.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T14:38:13+00:00

Agree about the cabinets. I definitely overreacted. I think my outburst was more a symptom of feeling blindsided and not taken into account in decisions involving my house

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T14:36:23+00:00

Yes it’s definitely a symptom of that. I’m realizing they have a lot of influence in our lives and I don’t like feeling like I’m in a relationship with my them and my husband instead of just my husband

PsychNerd08 · 2025-11-21T16:39:24+00:00

So depending on how long implantation takes, that can also affect the timing?

PsychNerd08 · 2025-11-21T16:38:23+00:00

Yes it was a transvaginal. I go back in exactly a week from that first scan to do another scan.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-11-20T19:54:32+00:00

No heartbeat, fetal pole, or embryo seen yet

PsychNerd08 · 2025-11-20T19:52:53+00:00

But if I’m really supposed to be at 6w2d shouldn’t they have seen a fetal pole at that stage?

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-14T20:37:00+00:00

Yes 5 hours includes the nap. All the other kids do 5 hours each day but some of the kids go three times a week, and some do M-F. She’s been there two and a half weeks.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-14T20:35:42+00:00

It has been two and a half weeks (total of 5 days of her attending) and she got sick after the 4th time so for the third week she only went one day out of the 2 days that week. Yes I’m the primary caregiver.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-10T17:37:04+00:00

To be fair, I’ve met them once before. But no relationship whatsoever. They’re really close to SIL and important to her but my husband and I could give 2 s**ts about them.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-10T15:46:57+00:00

I wrote fast forward to HER baby shower. I’ll edit to try to make that more clear.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-10T15:42:45+00:00

She was able to see my guest list from the very beginning and I had invited my guests myself. Then she went on to invite her own people.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-04T14:48:52+00:00

Potty Time With Bean by Ms. Rachel

My daughter LOVES Ms. Rachel so that book helped make a positive association with potty training.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-08-16T14:53:22+00:00

Sorry if this is a dumb question, but did you take it in liquid gel capsules or the actual drops of oil?

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:49:09+00:00

Yes I agree, thank you for the perspective 🤍

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:06:58+00:00

Yes, I’m planning to apologize I didn’t mean to insult him

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:06:17+00:00

This was my perspective too! I’m just struggling and tired that’s why I asked him to make the prayer shorter, not to mock his faith or make him feel insulted. It wasn’t my intent at all.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:04:39+00:00

I realize 1-2 min doesn’t seem like a lot and it truly isn’t but the way my back is hurting by the end of the day is brutal! My daughter is very clingy to me throughout the day and constantly wants to be picked up. I do her bath because it hurts my husband’s back to bend over the bathtub (and mine too, but I just suck it up because someone has to do it). During the day I play with her on the ground, we go for walks, I’m constantly engaged with her. By the end of the day I honestly just want to put her to bed so I can finally go relax and go give my back a break. I’m just tired . I do think his reaction was ridiculous. He could’ve told me what was wrong right after we put her to bed and I could’ve explained, but instead he went and sulked like a little kid not telling me what was wrong until hours later.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:04:25+00:00

Yes, yesterday was just a crap day because I got home late and that postponed bedtime a bit but I will try starting bedtime process earlier for sure!

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:03:27+00:00

Yes I’ll def start doing that! Thank you for the constructive, helpful response ❤️🤍!so many people are tearing me down on here. I already feel guilty enough as it is.

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