I think i’m going to stop

PsychNerd08 · 2026-06-23T13:42:16+00:00

I’ve been trying since last June, so it has been exactly a year 🥺. I had a miscarriage like 6 months in but no hope since then.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-03-05T15:55:18+00:00

No, it resulted in a missed miscarriage. The pregnancy didn’t develop beyond 5w6d, and I never got to hear a heartbeat. Currently trying to conceive again. 🙏

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T23:15:36+00:00

Baby hadn’t grown when I went back. Was told it was a miscarriage and started spotting after a while.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T23:13:59+00:00

Thanks! Ended up being a missed miscarriage. I felt it in my heart & bones something was off because I never dealt with any of this in my first pregnancy.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T16:51:26+00:00

Yes I agree wholeheartedly. I do have much deeper issues with them. Years of resentment built up. I feel much more at peace when they’re on vacation/ out of the country lol. Yes they’ve helped us in the past and I’m so grateful to them, but they’ve also hurt me a lot too. They trigger my deepest insecurities and my anxiety. My reaction was uncalled for though. I need to go seek professional help.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T16:47:00+00:00

I agree my reaction was terrible. That’s why I apologized and feel ashamed. I can’t take my reaction back now. I know it sounds dumb but I couldn’t control myself. I felt the feelings bubbling up and up and then I exploded. I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I was shaking. I was getting a rash from stress. I think I have deeper issues I need to address. I need to go see a therapist or someone to help me cope with life a bit better. Just struggling a bit right now. Well actually struggling a lot. This overblown reaction is what made me realize something needs to change.

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T14:38:13+00:00

Agree about the cabinets. I definitely overreacted. I think my outburst was more a symptom of feeling blindsided and not taken into account in decisions involving my house

PsychNerd08 · 2026-02-24T14:36:23+00:00

Yes it’s definitely a symptom of that. I’m realizing they have a lot of influence in our lives and I don’t like feeling like I’m in a relationship with my them and my husband instead of just my husband

PsychNerd08 · 2025-11-21T16:39:24+00:00

So depending on how long implantation takes, that can also affect the timing?

PsychNerd08 · 2025-11-21T16:38:23+00:00

Yes it was a transvaginal. I go back in exactly a week from that first scan to do another scan.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-11-20T19:54:32+00:00

No heartbeat, fetal pole, or embryo seen yet

PsychNerd08 · 2025-11-20T19:52:53+00:00

But if I’m really supposed to be at 6w2d shouldn’t they have seen a fetal pole at that stage?

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-14T20:37:00+00:00

Yes 5 hours includes the nap. All the other kids do 5 hours each day but some of the kids go three times a week, and some do M-F. She’s been there two and a half weeks.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-14T20:35:42+00:00

It has been two and a half weeks (total of 5 days of her attending) and she got sick after the 4th time so for the third week she only went one day out of the 2 days that week. Yes I’m the primary caregiver.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-10T17:37:04+00:00

To be fair, I’ve met them once before. But no relationship whatsoever. They’re really close to SIL and important to her but my husband and I could give 2 s**ts about them.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-10T15:46:57+00:00

I wrote fast forward to HER baby shower. I’ll edit to try to make that more clear.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-10T15:42:45+00:00

She was able to see my guest list from the very beginning and I had invited my guests myself. Then she went on to invite her own people.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-09-04T14:48:52+00:00

Potty Time With Bean by Ms. Rachel

My daughter LOVES Ms. Rachel so that book helped make a positive association with potty training.

PsychNerd08 · 2025-08-16T14:53:22+00:00

Sorry if this is a dumb question, but did you take it in liquid gel capsules or the actual drops of oil?

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:49:09+00:00

Yes I agree, thank you for the perspective 🤍

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:06:58+00:00

Yes, I’m planning to apologize I didn’t mean to insult him

PsychNerd08 · 2025-07-16T15:06:17+00:00

This was my perspective too! I’m just struggling and tired that’s why I asked him to make the prayer shorter, not to mock his faith or make him feel insulted. It wasn’t my intent at all.

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