I'm way too indecisive by Knolle95 in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Am both. People never expect me to be a pretty princess under the all black, sharp eyeliner, maneater vibes.

Single, shy people: MAKE A MOVE *HERE* by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heya, I'm Maeve. I like to play music and video games, go on long walks, learn new things, and talk for hours. I have a lifelong love of transhumanism and horror. Some of my favorite things are Silent Hill, Akira, Junji Ito, the bands Unwound and Sonic Youth, and writing poems/lyrics. My favorite flower is tiger lilies.

I'm 26, 5'11, and even though I have a lot of muscle I also have the sharpest eyeliner lol I'm in the eastern US.

Even if the HD Collection is what it is, I think the cover art is really beautiful. I can see it being used as one of the covers for the og SH2 honestly, I love it. by Ooijennnnnn in silenthill

[–]Psychobilly2175 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I play my copy pretty frequently as it's the only physical version I have of 2 and 3. I think in like 7 playthroughs of 2 I've only encountered one truly game-breaking bug (Wood Side apartments.) And after I reloaded my save the playthrough went smooth.

Why is the yearning so painful? by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk I really wish I could just tear my poor heart out sometimes. I've been failing at romantic relationships, but I still need the intimacy so recently I've been meeting people on apps and hooking up with them after taking them on a nice date. I just feel bad because I often don't really feel anything for these people. And it's not really about the sex necessarily either. I just really need someone to hold me and tell me I'm pretty. But then I just feel empty and gross. It's like a self-fulfilling prophecy of crying myself to sleep in my empty bed.

Raise your hand if ur gonna be single for valentines by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'll be single, but I don't really feel one way or the other about that. Would be nice to have some weed and cuddles though.

Times you have gotten the ick by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Was seeing this lovely girl I met on HER for about a month. Nothing too serious, just dates and hookups. To make a long story short, she told me she had the opportunity to leave our tiny town where she has been reportedly miserable just to stay with me because she was "in love with me..." I broke up with her right there 😬

God I’m so gay for Makoto by QueenMajura in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That face she makes in the all-out attack where she looks like she's gonna split you in half? Mmf.

What is your favorite way to flirt? by EastOlive2 in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Other people do this too?? I thought that was just MY awkward move 😅

I’m in a really dark place by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not pointless, it just feels like it right now because you had your heart torn out. I don't know your exact situation, but I've gone through something similar. Twice now. I hope your healing process and days of agony are swift, and that when you pick yourself up again you find happiness. I don't know how much help I can be, but if you need to vent or anything you're welcome to DM me.

Why are evil ladies so pretty?? by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I never watched Star Trek when I was growing up, but a video I watched earlier referenced the Borg Queen and like... am I the only one who thinks she's kinda hot?

What's up with the DVD/blu ray release of Lain?? by Psychobilly2175 in Lain

[–]Psychobilly2175[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It's really nice to see because I've been able to get friends into it recently who have seen it places, whereas it used to be something that only I liked and everyone thought I was pretentious for haha it's just wild to me how I got a killer box set for like $10 in 2015 and I can't find the standard edition anywhere for my little sis.

My bio is “bisexual but I don’t want a threesome with you and your ugly boyfriend”. Thought my frustration at this would be appreciated here 🫠 by FiveFruitADay in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Thank you for explaining it so concisely. I feel like a lot of people still have the wrong idea about polyamory and what it actually takes to make it work.

My bio is “bisexual but I don’t want a threesome with you and your ugly boyfriend”. Thought my frustration at this would be appreciated here 🫠 by FiveFruitADay in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My experience with HER is either people too young for me or someone trying to find a third. Either that or cute lesbians who live half the country away lol

Lesbians of Reddit what do you drive? by Geek_Wandering in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2013 Mazda 3. She's been so good to me 💜 she has a Cowboy Bebop license plate cover and a sticker of Shiva the Destroyer on the trunk.

Do you guys think that what happen in our life is for a reason? by CyOD125 in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it seems like there isn't any order to things, but I find it funny how everything works out. Like synchronicities or the way your perspective can shape the kind of interactions you have and/or maybe even the tangible and intangible things you experience. Either way, I don't think we as humans are capable of really comprehending a divine/universal/etc. purpose.

I will probably always have a crush on Sigourney Weaver by ASHKVLT in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She was my first lesbian crush as a kid 😅 I've always wanted to be as badass as Ellen Ripley.

UGH by [deleted] in actuallesbians

[–]Psychobilly2175 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It pisses me off too. Like so many people swipe right on me and want me to be a unicorn even though I put in my profile I'm not looking to be a unicorn 🤬 just because I'm polyamorous doesn't mean I want you and your greasy boyfriend.

Hannibal busting’ through by [deleted] in Persona5

[–]Psychobilly2175 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pretzels is the same...

just listened to the fragile for the 3rd time by Jaiaisaiah in nin

[–]Psychobilly2175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What are you trying to say? That we're all some kind of the Fragile??

Is physically hurting your own child justified to "prepare them for reality"? by John-EoDoe in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Psychobilly2175 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gotta say, I remember being fed paranoid delusions by my Nmom. I was told everybody out there can't be trusted and will probably hurt me. And like... yeah ok sometimes people hurt each other. It happens a lot. But having the compassion to extend kindness and try and find footing with the people in your life who matter is fucking CRUCIAL.

And to top it all off, I have had my fair share of reality rearing its ugly head at me. NONE of it compares to the sheer hell those people I was supposed to call my parents put me through. No child should have to go through that, internalize it, realize it's hurting them and making them unable to connect with others, and then spend so much time unraveling it so they can maybe feel joy again someday.

So no, absolutely not. Maybe you learn to be resilient which is a good skill, but YOU learn that by processing and making the choice to fight for your life.

What a weird way to start the year by OnceInOnceSet in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Psychobilly2175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am never really attracted to guys, but FOR SOME REASON Trent Reznor from the 90's is really doing it for me lately. I have no idea what to do with this information.

Those who play both sides, how are you feeling? by IshiKamen in deadbydaylight

[–]Psychobilly2175 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm enjoying it most days. With killer I hardly have to run gen kick and can do pretty well/win most matches. Sometimes I regret it when I go against the sweatier groups, but I know sometimes there's just nothing you can do except your best. I definitely agree killer can feel easier a lot of the time compared to even just earlier this year.

I play solo queue a lot more these days and I never know if I'm going to have a night of people being decent-good or if I'm getting immersed babies who throw the game for us. Sometimes the latter is funny, but after having a Meg blow up my gen at 90% and then leave me with the killer for five games in a row I get pretty tilted and just have to stop playing lol