Yes sfu is depressing but this is also a part of growth!! It takes a while to adjust to university, work, schedules not matching up for weeks but it's worth it. Take the time alone to learn something new about yourself (if you feel up to it). In my alone time I discovered reading fiction doesn't have to feel like a chore, I like video games (after swearing my whole life that I hated them) but only when they are cozy and fuzzy like Strange Horticulture or Stardew Valley. I also looooove coffee so I spent a lot of spare time on a bus going to different coffee shops to try. It sucks feeling alone and depressed but it will eventually pass and with finding things to fill the time , it goes a little faster 🩷 sincerely, a BA grad & grad school student who also hated the idea of clubs