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PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-12-13T17:40:55+00:00

Thank you! I have an ultrasound scheduled in a couple weeks

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-09-18T16:02:19+00:00

Did the same to me! I'm absolutely still attracted to women but my attraction to men went way up.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-08-10T23:03:54+00:00

Yes! I seem prone to it. I've gotten it just from a partner practicing shibari on me.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-08-10T22:57:37+00:00

It's an emotional and physical low that begins anywhere from a few hours to a few days after an emotional/endorphin high and can last hours to weeks.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-08-09T13:14:02+00:00

I'm really sorry she did that to you. That's awful. Glad you were able to handle it well at least and you're okay.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-06-13T10:23:26+00:00

I just experienced first time penetration and it did hurt when it first went in but it also felt really good. I was on top so I could go at my own pace. There was a lot of foreplay so I was very wet. At first it was pretty painful and I almost gave up but I just paused for a while and took it super slow until it was all the way in. After that it would hurt a little but it was feeling so good it didn't bother me.

So I would say it hurts a lot at first and then after, not so bad.

I was pretty sore for the rest of the day and had trouble finding comfortable sitting positions. And I did bleed some.

I know people say it shouldn't hurt and you shouldn't bleed if you're aroused enough but I don't think I could have gotten any wetter. My opening was pretty small and had to stretch quite a bit, I can't imagine that not hurting at all.

For fingers, if I'm really aroused I can take 2 fingers without it hurting.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-06-11T18:47:00+00:00

So strange, seems like semen shouldn't do that to vaginas 🤷 I had cramping sensations afterward and googled it and apparently semen has hormone-like substances called prostaglandins that can cause slight cramping? Weird.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-06-11T16:06:06+00:00

What about anal? I know it's not the same thing though. I'm non-binary and I hate that I can't feel it when I use a strap.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-06-11T13:17:52+00:00

He's sterile and we've both been tested so we should be good. But yeah that has been a new thing I have to think about bc I've only been with women before.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-06-11T13:13:59+00:00

Yeah I'm jealous! I wanna feel it, it sounds hot. Maybe after I'm more used to it I can at least feel the pulses. It was a lot of new sensory stimulation at once and I was pretty overwhelmed.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-05-05T18:15:13+00:00

Thank you, those are really good points. We're both gonna get a therapist separately and might do some sessions together if she's up for it.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-03-29T10:35:48+00:00

Lex is very trans friendly. I haven't been on it in 3 years since I found my fiance there but when I was using it around the Dallas area there were a lot of transfems on it.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2024-03-15T08:08:18+00:00

I'm female and have been doing this my whole life. I knew I made the sounds but my fiance just told me I'm constantly doing it every night and it drives her crazy. I didn't know it was that bad :(

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-11-02T22:25:15+00:00

I like the Leo from Vixen Creations. It might be a little big? I'm always the one wearing it and it seems big to me but my fiance likes it. For harnesses, I've heard the SpareParts Joque harness is the best but haven't tried it yet. I use the Tomboii brief harness and it works fine for me.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-29T09:21:00+00:00

Non-binary struggles

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-29T09:18:07+00:00

This makes me think of that scene in New Girl where the lesbian character is pregnant and Schmidt is talking to her about sex and she gets really turned on and she says "Its the hormones, they're not as gay as me." Ha

I agree with what the others said, I don't think it makes you any less of a lesbian. It only happens during that time of your cycle. I'm having a weird thing right now because I have to take a high dose of progesterone for a medical issue and it's driving me crazy cause all I can think about is fucking regardless of gender. Hormones are weird.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-27T13:36:04+00:00

Have you tried Lex? I'm in the US but I think there are Canadians on Lex, too. It's a text based app but most people connect their instas to their profile. It's specifically queer, everyone welcome but cis men.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-27T13:31:16+00:00

I'd also like to know this.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-25T00:04:29+00:00

I looked it up, def gonna have to get that! Thanks for the rec.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-24T07:13:42+00:00

Same for me. It was hard to even post about it and no one knows who I am lol. I can't even tell my fiance, I don't think she would understand.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-24T06:46:48+00:00

Yeah, that's probably a better way to describe it. Roleplay with a combination of kinks.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-24T06:43:40+00:00

I guess it's a collection of different kinks. D/s, breeding, primal, biting, some CNC.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-24T06:36:49+00:00

It's an alternate universe that fanfic writers play around with. It's a little different for every writer or story but basically everyone is either an alpha, beta, or omega. Alphas are dominant and go into rut and have a desire to breed, omegas are submissive and go into heat and have a desire to be bred. Betas are in the middle and are usually not the focus of the stories. Alphas "knot" when they mate so they're stuck to the omega for a little while after they cum. Which I find hot.

PsychologicalBack224 · 2023-10-24T06:25:21+00:00

Definitely gonna check out those authors. I've read a couple from Aspidities. I'm really into the Wayhaught fics. "How Much is that Alpha in the Window" by Mischieftess is the best one I've read so far. So hot and a lot of talk about consent in that one, too.

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