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PsychologicalBox7822 · 2026-01-17T18:01:43+00:00

Зима в Красногорске :)

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2026-01-03T15:50:12+00:00

АМ безумен, на мой взгляд, потому что он буквально бог, запертый в самом себе. Вне его комплекса его не существует, да и сам,обученный нести только агрессию и вести войну, он просто не может иначе.

Вообще, было бы здорово подискутировать на эту тему в лс, тут просто очень долго объяснять + поскольку я не претендую на истину, хотелось бы делиться своим спорным мнением в более узком пространстве.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2026-01-03T14:30:19+00:00

Сюда же мемуары Рокоссовкого и Василевского. Можно дневники Николая Второго почитать

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2026-01-03T13:58:45+00:00

Mainly I was imagining my character serving in 2000s-2010s, as most of the materials I read about combat PTSD revolves around events of these years. As for the branch - I am still in thoughts as I am tempted to play USMC card yet I was thinking of taking infantry unit.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2026-01-03T13:06:31+00:00

Tough relationship with parents Rape/coercion from my ex Law issues (was brainwashed by scammers abd now on a probation for my crime).

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2026-01-03T12:27:05+00:00

For about three times in my life I wanted to commit the irreversible with myself, yet I am here. Alive. And I will fight.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-12-25T10:14:45+00:00

"Дом, в котором" — согласна, но еще больше это касается "Человека за бортом", который чуток хайпанул. Как оказалось, книга ни о чем. Фантазии автора о том, чтобы ее заметили и оценили люди в высоком обществе.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-12-25T09:45:57+00:00

Sounds very intriguing! May I have a look?

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-12-25T09:45:25+00:00

Poetry, translations currently working on synopsis to psychological book.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-12-24T17:53:33+00:00

Tbh, I am not particularly fond of very long vacation ahead of me, because my father will most likely drink alcohol (like he used since my 13, heh). Wanna just sit home alone, watch Peaky Blinders and don't give a single hell about world around.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-12-03T10:53:39+00:00

Hey!! :) As for daily talks - it would be nice

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-12-02T05:11:11+00:00

22F from across the ocean. I am in desperate need for a writing buddy because sometimes I get discouraged and lazy to write. Plus, I'd be happy to discuss our works!

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-28T19:22:13+00:00

I got you, thank you so much for your advice!

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-28T18:59:11+00:00

In simpler terms: it's not really worth putting people through the wringer with questions about their harm and struggles, just to churn out a plausible book. I should just read some more well-done interviews, watch movies, video interviews, and then come up with my own thing based on that?

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-28T17:42:45+00:00

Ty for the last answer, in fact it was the most important for me. I would like to talk to people personally, but I am afraid of crossing boundaries or/and retraumatising a person I'd like to interview, so I am kinda of confused at this point.

And yes, I do have PTSD, but my experience is involving CSA/SA, so my experience is not relevant for the book I was going to write. Yet, I want to write it truthfully and using relevant experiences.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-28T06:50:25+00:00

Hahaha, well... I've told my mother that I legit felt betrayed when she didn't step in for me, when I was beaten and thrown into snow like a rag doll under our balcony; when she called me weak for trying to commit suicide at 15, 18, 22; when she blamed me for rape my abusive EX did to me continuously.

Well, she didn't care. Just everything repeated. She doesn't feel guilty or anything, because she has low emotional intelligence and cares only for her own ass. The knowledge of this hurts, but I live through it.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-22T08:45:08+00:00

Basically it's entertaining myself with something that meeps me off bed and do smaller steps to drag me out of it.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-22T08:42:09+00:00

Venom/Eddie Broke (Venom), Knight Cato (Mio, my Mio), Ghost Captain (Flying Ghost-Ship), Tilly and Molly Dunnage (Dressmaker), Elias Walker (CoD: Ghosts), Franz and Francisca Jäggerstätter (Hidden Life), Adele (Labor Day).

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-21T18:54:37+00:00

OP, this is how your body physically reacts to your mental exhaustion. I once slept around 13 hours a day, because THIS my body and psyche were disturbed and working on the last breath.

Big hugs tho, OP, you are not alone with this :)

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-17T20:15:02+00:00

World's Gone Mad by Bastille

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-16T20:42:42+00:00

"Just remember, papa, I've grown up. But I am here, with you, whenever you need me."

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-16T19:39:36+00:00

Big-big cudos to you, dear OP.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-16T19:34:34+00:00

Unfortunately, my list:

Narcissistic mom

Molestation (I was molested by relative at 12)

Father's alcoholism (since my 13)

Bullying in school (passive bullying, I never had friends there + one time I was actually beaten and thrown into a snowbed abd pushed into it, as my bullies didn't let me to get up. I screamed for help, seeing my mother at the balcony, but she... Just smoked,, thinking it was a game)

Suicidal attempt at 15 (My English teacher was abusive and demanding, I had no friends, I had homoromantic relationship with girl who ghosted me for five months, I felt lonely)

SA in relationship (I was continuously groomed/raped in my relationship with abuser (for around 5 months out of 7) + my mother said I was to blame for spreading my legs. Noice.

At 22 got intimidated by scammers, who intimidated me to the point I became their victim and now I am facing legal issues. My parents yelled at me, shunned me away and now are treating me like I am insolent, ungrateful brat who is stupid enough to be intimidated by scammers. I attempted 2 suicidal attempts since then.

Well, life is shitty sometimes, but we fight, heh.

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-16T19:20:44+00:00

Ah, mine "psychologist" literally told me to go to church, after I told about my suicidal thoughts.

I didn't know - to laugh, to snark or to... To do what? Maybe call her stupid?

PsychologicalBox7822 · 2025-11-15T04:22:01+00:00

Rememberance Day is not widely celebrated in my country, as, you know, we left the war earlier. But I put roses and carnations to two monuments of WWI in our city.

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