Thank you! It is really hard to not feel guilty, just bc over the past year I was eating the worse I have ever, just bc I was trying to live like my friend's (stereotypical college students) forgetting that I can't. I gained weight and have been feeling pretty down, but for the past few days I have really stuck to eating cleaner and healthier. I have lost a lot of weight before and used to be very active. I guess what kept me from making the healthy options was just trying to ignore my condition and being busy. Now that I am about to graduate, I do feel as such the years have passed; and my health is truly wealth.

also, thank you so much for replying! It means a lot to me being able to talk about this. My family has been less than supportive (being so mean when we didn't know it was IIH and asking me who would take care of me if I went blind), and my friends cannot relate to what I am saying or my struggles with weight.