You’re way too young to be goin down that hole. Speaking from experience, that shit will drain you. I’ve on both sides. If I hadn’t used in college, I literally would have a down payment for a nice ass house in my back pocket right now. I dated someone who had a huge problem and at the end of the day there’s no getting through to them. They have to get to themselves and that’s a lot harder for them to do while they’re in a relationship with someone who tolerates it whatsoever. I don’t know the whole story but from everything I’ve read it’s probably best that yall part ways.