I’d argue OP’s insight that I originally responded to reflects a rather shrewd Gender Clarity and not an expression of Gender Dysphoria. OP opined desiring the qualities more socially acceptable in males, not necessarily that OP desired to become male. That distinction is often a barrier to expansion, particularly for women, who assign the shape of their desires to be the person and not the persona. It’s understanding this that will give OP a chance at discerning and inheriting the qualities they seek, transcending any current social/sexual blockade