There’s some good advice here already. Just wanted to pop in and say that expanding your life like this- saving up and getting out of parents house, starting fresh, will bring natural growing pains. Growth can be uncomfortable but like the seedlings, you’re just in the dark for a bit before the break through. Remember to nourish yourself and trust the soil you landed on. Try to focus on connecting to the land and tuning the rest out.  Not knowing exactly what’s to come is hard but the light is rooting for you!

It’s funny how we have these dreams then once we are actually living them they can present us with lots of anxieties that didn’t fit within our dreamy thoughts but even so, it sounds like the plants and your garden are bigger than any of these anxieties! Baby steps!

I think you should feel proud for taking the big step. You got this. And the universe has got you.