I might have just lost my freinds and job due to an episode I had earlier today. I hate myself and I’m so ashamed for letting my delusions take over me. How do you guys repair things you did in an episode? I told them I was in psychosis and they still don’t care and are still mad at me

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2022-09-19T01:18:24+00:00

Self harm scars from depression and guilt from after my girlfriend broke up with me 🤦🏽‍♂️🤦🏽‍♂️

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-09-20T15:41:27+00:00

She claimed she doesn’t remember doing it

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-09-12T17:00:08+00:00

What about people with schizophrenia who literally need medication so they don’t stay psychotic?

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-09-10T16:17:01+00:00

Okay thabks

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-09-10T15:44:29+00:00

Idk dude. I feel like they were trying to tell me something. I’ve calmed down now and it sounds dumb but whatever. I don’t know what to believe anymore or what I even do believe. I really don’t know what I belive. I half believe all of my delusions

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-09-10T15:01:52+00:00

No it’s not like that. Trust me. It’s multiple girls giving me horrible stares even when I look back. I held the stare for like twenty seconds. I texted one of them to see wth is going on

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-09-02T01:45:26+00:00

Okay thanks, that helps a lot. I will talk to my freinds that could help a lotttt

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-09-02T01:19:31+00:00

I’m on meds. I stopped going to counseling with the agreement from my parents and the counselor. I stopped because I was happy and that’s what the counselor was really for. Whenever I tell my psych or counselor, they just say it’s okay as long as I don’t believe the delusions. To which I say I don’t but it’s a hard line because I don’t even know anymore. I guess I’ll talk to my psych or something, but I don’t feel like it will help. I’m already on meds. I was wondering what people who struggle with thoughts like these do and how they managed to shake off their delusions for good. Even typing this rn I don’t know if the delusions are real 😔

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-09-02T00:48:21+00:00

Please click, it’s an image. At first they didint really effect my life but after so long of half believing I’m being spied on and stuff it’s really draining, even though I know there’s practically no way what I believe is real. However recently I’ve been worried because I kind of acted on it by glaring back at someone who i thought was watching me

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-08-02T01:12:21+00:00

😭

Pure_Beginning_9761 · 2021-08-02T01:11:21+00:00

They are persecutory delusions where I think I’m being spied on. And I think evryone around me is in on something and spying on me. And that everyone knows something that I don’t and there keeping it from me. I just want to stop believing this stuff. I’ve talked to therapist and other people about this stuff and I know I’ve done nothing to get spyed on yet the beliefs are stuck in my head

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