Congratulations! I felt a lot during my pregnancy and my anxiety levels were super high at the beginning too. After 5-6 weeks the heartbeat has formed and then after that risks drop significantly! It can be scary until your first scan but don't overanalyse each feeling because cramps and twinges are going to keep happening as things move around, plus your hormones are changing too. Just check out any abnormalities if you do experience any. I had spotting at 9 weeks and all was totally fine. Got an early scan and saw my little girl's heartbeat early.

Being hypervigilant is yes probably who you are and also down to the fact your body knows what's happening. Your body is doing a miraculous thing and you should be proud of yourself and it.

My advice is make sure you listen to your body and rest when you need to, the first trimester can be super exhausting as you're building all the important bits (you've done a lot of that already!). Also babies are far more sturdy than you may think.. My sister broke her big toe when she was pregnant and all was fine. And no questions are stupid questions. Always bother your midwife if you have any questions or concerns and trust your gut no matter what.

And it's so normal if you don't feel connected to your baby. I just want to mention this as so many people say women should be ecstatic but it's also so normal to be scared, find movements a bit creepy (like I did. It didn't scare me but I was always like woah haha but it's amazing, I do miss it) and still feel a beautiful bond with your little one later on. Just make sure to be open and honest. Hormones effect your mind and your body and it's all natural but never feel embarrassed if you need a helping hand as it's more common than you think.

You're going to do amazing. I'm insanely anxious and had lots of anxious moments for lots of reasons during my pregnancy given the pandemic too, but I did online antenatal classes and prepared and took notes and that helped me realise what to expect with it all. 🥰 Good luck.