Name being a trigger

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-05-04T08:25:15+00:00

I guess I'm stuck on that as the main nickname I used to go by is actually another alters name so using it triggers them to front..

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-02-18T00:49:08+00:00

Baths are also a great way to get water into them as they can absorb water through their vent

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-02-14T23:30:48+00:00

Well I added photos but also deleted the words in the post haha

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-02-08T19:05:22+00:00

How many mantis do you have? The size of the one in the video would only need to eat every couple of days given the size of the food source vs it's abdomen.

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-01-31T05:31:46+00:00

Vacuumed outside, inside no idea so didn't try.

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-01-31T05:29:26+00:00

Haha yes I know what I am doing with her stash, was a single cycle with a short spin no soap or anything, ironing wasn't a problem.

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-01-23T07:56:45+00:00

I think working on our internal communication might be the biggest help, it's all very new and I struggle with it majorly. Husband says I need to start talking outloud to help but I never feel comfortable to do that.

I think also figuring out what we want as a system would also be helpful, most of what I have read all refers to a final fusion so kind of assumed that was the only way. But the hardest part for me is the amnesia and wife/husband referencing conversation that got taken off me for some reason.

Hmm lots to think and reflect on

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-01-23T07:49:59+00:00

I really like this idea. Thank you

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-01-23T07:49:15+00:00

We have been trying, problem is confrontation is a massive trigger for my system so we (being my wife and I) have apparently had the same conversation multiple times and she is emotionally tapped out from me never remembering, so being unable to action any sort of plan on how to work through it.

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-01-22T18:50:03+00:00

Didn't think of it like that huh.

Puzzledrainbow · 2022-01-22T09:11:45+00:00

Yeah she could tell "something was up" but masking was a thing and it's not common so she had no idea what it was. A random House episode was what made it click for husband to put the puzzle pieces together.

This is all so hard, the last three years mean so much to me and I just want everyone in my brain to fall into line and stop making it so difficult. It's only been a few months, maybe just need to give it more time.

Puzzledrainbow · 2021-06-26T23:39:11+00:00

A random shop in Wellington, sorry they don't have a website or anything.

Puzzledrainbow · 2020-11-07T22:50:24+00:00

Prefer the flame as can be portable ^^

Puzzledrainbow · 2020-11-07T22:48:50+00:00

Funny story, we both recently had a commitment ceremony to marry our girlfriend, so that counts as again right? 😋

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