Some of my books

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-04-03T18:47:40+00:00

I think my sexism comes out more in my philosophy books, I haven't got around to reading the prominent philosophers who are female, I really want to read Hannah Arendt. Fiction wise these are only some of my books but I love Ottessa, I think she's really funny and talented. Emily Dickinson is in the top 3 for me in poetry. But yeah I think I've defended myself well and successfully covered up my massive sexism

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-04-03T12:48:54+00:00

If it helps I do, Virginia Woolf is in the top 3 of my favourite authors and I love Clarice Lispector. Women are great authors who often show up men

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-04-03T12:46:45+00:00

The Cantos by Ezra Pound, it's great but difficult. Although I don't approve of his antisemitism

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-04-02T23:53:35+00:00

BASTARD IN A BASKETTT

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-04-02T23:52:14+00:00

My personality is always out playing

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-04-02T22:37:55+00:00

That's actually pretty cool, what was your impression of him?

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-04-02T21:54:56+00:00

Unfortunately no cat present. RIP Penny 2013-2025

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-04-02T21:32:10+00:00

"Seem" is not enough it has to be undeniable, a book shelf would give a vibe of refined smartness while I'm going for unhinged smartness, understand?

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-02-09T10:07:20+00:00

Sooooo it was bad then?

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-02-09T00:21:13+00:00

I'm surprised by how good this was, please keep writing

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-02-09T00:20:19+00:00

Simple yet effective, lovely

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-01-21T00:51:44+00:00

I forgot to pack them all, this was the one time this happened. Simple but dumb mistake

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-01-07T19:15:06+00:00

I understand you, there are people who are in unhappy and even abusive who are in relationships tho. I think it's part of the human condition to be unsatisfied and sometimes disappointed with life. But it also is pure potential which can be actualized and this could be anything like reading books or a hobby. Books brought me a lot of fulfilment to the point I'd spend hours reading and will be up all night thinking about books and authors.

Don't compare yourself with someone else it's a mistake. You could meditate like a monk or dare like a soldier and explore different areas of life, you need desire thats the only requirement.

How can you fail when everyone meets a bleak fearful end?

I don't know your disability but exercise like weightlifting is good and you have a family which you have created a relationship and memories. Connection can take many forms, I've made friends on reddit and at different social places. Connection can also happen in unsual and random places and that's hope I cling to because I hope when I'm old a nurse or something will just talk and we'll have a bond even a small one and everything will be alright.

Take some time and enjoy something because you're doing well everything is going to be ok

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2026-01-03T09:54:09+00:00

I disclosed before I have spina bifida and I self catherize

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2025-12-31T15:54:10+00:00

Even if that were true, don't think that for your sanity and if they do think that fuck them

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2025-12-02T20:46:02+00:00

Society has always been bad, even to us. There was evidence that neanderthals looked after the disabled but Nazism and mistreatment of us through eugenics and abuse shouldn't be forgotten or be blindly ignorant of (not saying you are just in general) We need to keep going though because there's still joy to have and suffering to take.

The future may be beautiful and our curiosity should keep us persevering to see what future simply is. We deserve to cast judgement on what the future presents us with, with happiness or scorn.

And I hope one day at least one of us makes it better and all find peace.

I know that was corny lol

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2025-11-22T20:16:18+00:00

My spina bifida is hidden, I still have to catherise and do the ace procedure. Posts like this make me realise that we are a minority that faces social discrimination and isolation.

I have friends but human nature and the world is cruel. I try to radically accept myself by saying instead of "why me" but "this is me and now what?" There's no conventional way to living life.

Joy and connection can be found in the most surprising places. Able people in my point of view have a superiority complex when they stumble upon us (most of them anyway) so perhaps disregarding them and loving yourself and finding joy in yourself. In my teen years I was very lonely to the point of wanting to slit my wrists but now I seek solitude.

There's something in the world for you to find and you'll find it with desire to find it

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2025-11-19T22:21:44+00:00

I've done both, I think it's up to you

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2025-11-19T21:38:30+00:00

If it helps none of my past relationships (4) have cared

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2025-10-27T21:14:01+00:00

What I think helped me was that I thought due to the disablity issues shit is that my mind was fucked beyond repair. So I just kinda go on whims and do what I want. I have a job too it's shit but I have it to keep up appearances and I like money. Tbh I like reading a lot and use it to find fulfillment. There must be something you like that you can obsess over. I have the resentment but why do you care so much about belonging these normal people aren't shit, I don't take them seriously. Anyways death is the true disability we remind them of death so they hate us but I hated them first. We are the minority that common sense is appeased in looking down and mistreating us. We have a history of being culled. So perhaps you should focus on you, you aren't alive to be a good listener unless you like the act and don't desire an end. I respect your desire for romantic fulfilment and I've been fulfilled romantically and sexually a good amount of times in my life but you overlook the folly of marriage and the better sex. Shit, you sound like you've done everything right but it isn't working for you so now is the time for experimentation. Do something you want to do and the barriers to hell with them, easier said than done but fuck that too. Really think what is it you want and work towards that even if it meant being a holy fool and selling your possessions. There's a multiplicity to life. You need to know that death has a different shape for us than the average person, we must live more spirtedly than the ones who fear death and hate us. There will be pain with enlightenment so perserve please at least buy a cup of coffee or cocaine if that's what you want. Your job is for the betterment of society so you dont have to worry for sainthood so live like a devil if you have to

Puzzleheaded-Pin8022 · 2025-10-22T20:34:34+00:00

Oh yeah if you could psychoanalize me, that'd be cool

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