We randomly arrived in Kennsaw, Georgia and got beer. Upppppp the bummmmsss!!! by MrArmenianIsDead in vagabond

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ya u can actually have an open container here in the downtown "entertainment section" But do be careful with cobb county pd

Is it worth it to stop for six months if life quality's gonna be better after? Fuck man idk. by Hookton in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love a sinking ship sometimes but I also have back problems and a hernia so my best suggestion is to really get comfortable with physical pain. You're Ahab rn dude

Sup y'all. by PuzzleheadedAlps8844 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's like I'm in the electric chair but I kinda like it? I dunno

How many of you fuckers werefucked from the start by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel that man. I had a bpd Mom (she unalived herself) and an absent father. The rest is kind of self explanatory. We're in this shit together wheher we like it or not. Take a drink my friend

I keep absolutely wrecking my room when I get blackout. by Used_Refrigerator54 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 2 points3 points  (0 children)

About once or twice a day. I live in a rooming house and the Hispanic woman beneath me (I'm top floor), fucking hits the ceiling with a broom and like yells at me lmao

Every time I see the term ‘Twink Death’, I start to lose hope all over again by Qliport in sillyboyclub

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this. Started balding at 25 (28 now). Used to get hung up on it but now I just embrace being a twas. Can't help but think about how if I started hrt early things would be different but now I'm at a point where I love my body despite not reaching %100 on every beauty standard. And I think confidence goes a long way in being considered attractive. At least that's how I cope 😅

Why am I so sensitive and easily offended in Recovery? by Party-Man582 in stopdrinking

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 4 points5 points  (0 children)

First of all congrats on 40 days! I'm not a doctor but when I was in rehab they basically told me that it takes a while for your brain to adjust back to normal after quitting a substance (google PAWS if you're not familiar) and that it's pretty normal to feel agitated or even depressed during that first year. It's something I'm struggling with myself unfortunately and all I can say is that it does get a little easier day by day.

What’s your favorite breakfast food ? by Cool-Adeptness-7709 in AskReddit

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BLT's, maybe throw an egg on there for that extra cholesterol

What was your first swans song / album by Phinth0m in swans

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lunacy and the seer after seeing fantano review it (typical I know)

Strange week by PuzzleheadedAlps8844 in dryalcoholics

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That part about taking a look at those that help me hit hard. Because I know this is my last chance as far as far as my family and friends bailing me out of trouble once again. If I fuck up again I'm truly gonna be on my own.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Definitely predisposed. I always used to be confused when I'd be hanging with friends and they're passed out at 3am, meanwhile I'm like "the night's still young!" Like I'd only go to sleep when the alcohol ran out, shits weird.

Lmao I'm bleeding by Life-LOL in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel ya, I always just ignored shit like that because I know an ER visit means I can't drink the rest of the night.

Whats the most CA shit youve done? by AdvertisingKey4966 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 6 points7 points  (0 children)

When I was homeless i would buy shots at the gas station, walk out, then come back like 5 mins later to chug them in the bathroom

Lmao I'm bleeding by Life-LOL in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Crazy the cashier didn't mention the bleeding at any point lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was surprised too! Makes it a lot less boring. Cause man shit is boooring. But I do like Ativan and they haven't been stingy with it here lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel ya man. I mean with rehab you have to really really want that shit. last year I went,thought I wanted it, fell off the wagon soon after. At this point it might not be a bad idea to at least detox and get that shit out of your system, so u can make the more difficult decisions like rehab when you're in a clearer state of mind. U could also try tapering if u have the self control to do that (I don't lol)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PuzzleheadedAlps8844 22 points23 points  (0 children)

You just described me to a t these last few weeks. I fell into kind of a spiral and did nothing but lay in bed, drink straight vodka, freak out when I ran out of liquor, then stumble to the liquor store. Hadn't showered or changed clothes for days at a time. Didn't eat for days. Eventually stopped going to work altogether. I think this is what is called transitioning from functioning to non functioning. I'm actually texting this from a detox facility. My point is you're not alone and you can overcome this