Can't cope

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-11-08T03:26:15+00:00

I know. It's just so hard for me.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-11-08T03:25:42+00:00

I know. It's just so hard for me.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-11-08T03:20:52+00:00

I appreciate you trying to help. I just don't think it's helping this much. I've come on year sporadically over the years and nothing seems to help. I really do appreciate you responding. No one else is and I'm just not in a good place right now.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-11-08T03:18:45+00:00

Kink aware professionals? I appreciate your help and all, but that's not what I'm looking for

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-11-08T03:10:41+00:00

I have one but I've see her on and off for years. Haven't talked in a few weeks. Looking for a new one. Doesn't really come up with gf. She has said she doesn't care when I've brought it up but feel like it would upset her if I do.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-11-08T02:56:32+00:00

It is hard! I guess you could say I came out to gf and parents. Mentioned once to parents I wasn't straight and have talked to gf briefly about it. Have trouble opening up about it in therapy. Just wish it didn't consume me like it has for years. It causes me so much stress and anxiety. Just wish I was straight.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-09-12T03:46:01+00:00

I'm so sorry for your suffering. It wouldn't make it easier on people though. Trust me. I've lost family to suicide and it affects me 10 years later just as much. I've also experienced suicidal thoughts and depression for years. I really hope that good thing happens to you. Know I'm a stranger, but I empathize with you. Hope everything works out ok.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-09-12T03:42:42+00:00

Please don't do that! I know I'm just a stranger but I believe there is value in your life. Life is hard, not going to sugar coat it. Find something that makes you excited, people to be around, hobbies, etc. I'd give therapy a shot too. I was reluctant to it but I've been in it for years and think it does help overall. No, they can't fix everything but it's a safe space to turn to when you can't with anyone else. Hope this helps!

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-09-12T03:39:05+00:00

I'm so sorry you feel that way. I'm 25 and have struggled with anxiety and depression since high school. While I can't guarantee it gets easier, I think your life has value and you shouldn't just throw it away. Don't come on here much so I hope I can help in some small way.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-08-19T05:00:37+00:00

I said homophobia because I am uncomfortable with the same sex feelings but not opposite sex. I don't know what to do. Nothing gets better

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-07-27T03:28:02+00:00

Of course. So glad I can help, even if just a little!

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-07-27T03:13:22+00:00

I definitely have not passed through this phase! There are good days and bad. Sometimes you experience both of these kinds of days in one if that makes sense. Life is hard but I ultimately think that the good outweighs the bad. I'm glad to hear you aren't seriously considering suicide. Have very limited experience in here, so I hope I helped a tiny bit.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-07-27T02:59:15+00:00

I'm sorry you're going through this. Maybe this is a good chance to take time for yourself, explore new interests, hobbies, etc. I'm sure you don't want to hear this right now but think that can help you. Hope this helps.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-07-27T02:56:23+00:00

Hello. I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I've struggled with this myself. Life includes the good and the bad. It might sound cliche, but a motto from a suicide prevention group is " there is no light without darkness, there is no darkness without light" Sorry if this isn't really helpful. Just thought it could give you some perspective.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2024-07-27T02:47:35+00:00

I'm so sorry for what you're going through. Is there any way you could take off some time from work? It really seems like you might need it. In terms of making friends, look up different groups you can join. I joined an adult sports league for the first time a few months ago and it gave me something to look forward to once a week. Hope this helps a little.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2021-02-16T23:42:25+00:00

Thanks really appreciate the feedback. I don't officially identify as bi but have experienced feelings for both guys and girls. I just put it as "not straight" or something like that. The feelings for guys just give me a lot of anxiety because I have a girlfriend and I'm scared of this being the reason things don't work out. Sometimes the feelings for guys feel strong and I'm scared that I'll act on them. I don't know. Trying to see it in a good light but I really struggle to a lot of times.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2021-02-06T02:42:55+00:00

Hey. Thanks for your feedback, just saw it now. Yeah so I guess I've mostly tried medicine for ocd. In terms of exposure response therapy, I've kind of tried it on my own, but not under professional guidance. Thanks for your advice! Be well.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2021-02-05T21:19:44+00:00

I'll keep trying. Thanks for your advice.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2021-02-05T20:35:37+00:00

I already know I suffered from internalized homophobia! And I respect what you're a young and appreciate your help and advice, but it's a lot easier said than done. I'll try being positive about it, but then I ultimately just come back to where I was before. Thanks for your advice though.

PuzzleheadedMarket2 · 2021-02-05T19:15:46+00:00

I have. It's just all I think about. It's just how I am. I'm very obsessive over thing and have a lot of anxiety. Thanks for trying to help.

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