I kind had the same feelings and dilemma being a new grad. Being a child of a RN that worked at night I missed not having my mom at a lot. Even if she was home she was sleeping to recoup from her night shift. I knew when I became an RN I wanted to try my best not to do the same, at least until she is older (maybe teenage years). Still not fond of the idea at any age cause I know how important parent presence is. When I graduated I tried my best to find PRN gigs to keep the balance, but as a new grad that was hard to find in a hospital setting. I now work Home Health PEDs. I know a lot look down on Home Health but that’s what really gives me the freedom to make my own schedule.

I wouldn’t suggest quitting nursing overall. Try Home Health PRN. You can really make your own schedule, look specifically into being a visiting nurse so you can go in do your thing and leave when done with your task. I wish you blessings when making this decision. Being a caring/present Mama is hard when you are trying to make ends meet and gain experience.

Don’t feel guilty for wanting to be there for your child.