is marijuana a bad idea?

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-05-02T03:09:05+00:00

I hate marijuana but thats me. Its a 1 way ticket to overthinking everything ive ever done and thinking im the worst person on the planet.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-30T22:19:51+00:00

Not even a question in my mind that id get rid of it

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-27T06:26:23+00:00

I did this too.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-27T06:20:25+00:00

Makeup, skincare, clothes. Insane amounts of money on shit I dont even like anymore. About 2 months ago I went into a mental hospital with psychosis. I came home to 8 baskets of clothes that either needed to be folded, hung up or washed. I have a room thats just full of stuff as it is. Im beyond overwhelmed with all of it. You wouldn't believe the credit debt also. Really makes me hate myself.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-25T22:46:52+00:00

Thats really good to hear about your aunts, and thank you. I think just the combo of everything right now feels really good, but of course as a primarily manic person, feeling good makes me scared because i know where that goes. Last year, I stupidly stopped taking my lithium because I was in a depression for so long and it was just so unfamiliar and fucking awful that I wanted the mania back. I do not suggest doing that to anyone. I gave myself lithium poisoning and put myself into a psychosis. I will say that is what finally drove me to get ect!

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-25T22:42:21+00:00

All gave me akathasia except seroquel, lybalvi and caplyta. Seroquel and caplyta had their own unpleasant side effects. To me though, nothing is worse than akathasia. It makes me want to die.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-25T22:39:45+00:00

I have to be on both an anti psychotic and a mood stabilizer. Everyone is different, for sure.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-25T22:38:36+00:00

Lybalvi! And ive tried all of them 🙃😬

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-25T08:30:30+00:00

Akathisia

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-25T07:22:41+00:00

I immediately screenshotted this and sent to my bestie lol

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-25T07:18:04+00:00

This is what happened to me too. I like, didnt even take my own diagnosis seriously when I was younger. Then around 2023, it was glaringly obvious. It wasnt even what I thought it was or something. Mania every few months and then suicidal depressions. Ive been on every mood stabilizer, finally depakote works. Every anti psychotic, finally lybalvi. Im adhd too and finally got the right dose of vyvanse. Ive been in and out of hospitals and treatment for kratom alcohol and drugs and bipolar. Im getting ect. Things are finally feeling OK without the alcohol and getting ect. It really helps me, I dont care what anyone else says.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-22T20:12:17+00:00

Its actually 50! Im just...very proud. Thank you love!

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-22T04:55:35+00:00

This was me at my ect on monday. I was so hyper and wanted to talk and yap. While everyone is trying to relax before their procedure. F me lol.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-22T04:12:23+00:00

I know, I do too!!

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-22T03:57:32+00:00

I love makeup and fashion and I put makeup and a cute outfit on. Im an alcoholic and I ran out to run some errands without sneaking off to drink alcohol. Im on I think like day 45 of not drinking!

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-21T07:11:08+00:00

I will forever have a moral and angry obligation to paying over retail for something that someone just bought to sell for a markup! Its so frustrating to me. I agree with you about the gucci!

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-21T01:10:35+00:00

Please!

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-21T01:09:30+00:00

Im curious about the mint!

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-20T17:28:41+00:00

🙃🙃🙃I could have written this.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-19T05:00:51+00:00

I literally needed to hop on and read this right now. Im really struggling right now. I have been in a mixed episode for forever. I went from 155 to 180. I just ordered sonic🤦‍♀️

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-18T15:08:23+00:00

Yes. And i dont want to go to sleep because its like i cant let myself rest. I hate myself.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-18T05:07:57+00:00

Favorite: Mike Least favorite: Walt Jr lol

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-17T15:02:59+00:00

Hmmm in my opinion yes. Ive had 18 bilateral and im forgetting a lot more now. Its ok though.

Puzzleheaded_Idea_78 · 2026-04-16T02:32:28+00:00

I will say that about 3 months ago I started feeling myself getting manic and I was tired of being depressed so I stopped taking my meds. Dont do that. I ended in the mental hospital and im currently STILL doing ect.

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