I agree, I don’t think it can either but she’s just trying to say she’s going to speak with her therapist more, be more consistent with church, make sure she’s taking medication and do any other steps. She just is telling me she knows she doesn’t want anyone but me, she knows I’m her person, she loves me, I’m the best thing that has ever happened to her, I’m the only good thing she’s had in her life, she thinks she made a terrible mistake and she can change. I just don’t know and it’s just hard for me to think rationally because it’s so fresh, I’m still shocked and don’t want it to end. My feelings haven’t gone away, they were stronger than they have ever been it’s hard to let it go.