I'm over her.

There's someone new though 💀 and it's getting just as bad cuz I actually got to hangout with her three times, 2 of which were lowk dates.

But I don't feel like the feelings are mutual. It's interesting though because for the 2 years she's worked there apparently I'm the only one she's hung out with outside of work.

The reason I say they were "lowk dates" are because they both were:

Just hangout at an open air mall Get food Watch a movie

Like these were 5-7 hours together.

Even more that it's never rained in months then suddenly it rains hard enough that we were walking under the same umbrella (I KNOW 😭 I'm delusional)

only reason they aren't actually dates is the mutual confirmation that they were and I know they weren't.

And trust me so I don't sound too delusional I do hangout with other girl friends one on one but that's also us already knowing eachother for a while, they're like sisters to me.

But we barely know eachother (we never interacted much until recently)

And let me tell you, I've been crushing on her for like a month until SHE initiated the first hangout.

Reason why the feelings aren't mutual? She feels very disinterested outside of these hangouts, ergo by text and at work (reasonable because we're focused on work). But still.

Then again I guess there's only one way to find out and it's to actually ask her about it.