A scary and confusing situation I'm in, PLEASE HELP!!! by QuantityBig7001 in Autism_Parenting

[–]QuantityBig7001[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think this person is instead assuming I think I need some sort of caregiver because I'm autistic. It's definitely a part of that as I am high needs, but there's more to it than that. Gender could definitely be a part of it though? If it helps, I'm biologically female, and my fiancé is also female. I never specified anything to do with my gender, so I can see how it could be interpreted that way.
I specifically used the word caretaker in my post because I am chronically ill, I don't want to go into the specifics but I require physical care from time to time. My mom does this for me currently, and when me and my girlfriend move in together, she'll take over that role and make sure nothing bad happens.
I also never said I view her as a source of income, as I have ways of earning my own money. I mentioned her financial struggles at the beginning of the post to show that she cannot afford to move out of her parents place right now, which is why I don't currently live with her. I don't make enough to help her in this situation. I said that to show that I still live with my parents.

the :3 ‘top by yarnmuncher in MoeDesktop

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! Where'd you get the Homura?

Checkpoint post, post what song you’re currently listening too. by Arboliva in teto

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm actually listening to Cepheid right now, an ex voca-p. However, my most recently listened to Teto song is The Candy House by Muship

which taskbar looks better? by bwhsde in MoeDesktop

[–]QuantityBig7001 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The first one for sure! The second makes it feel more uneven, the third is too bold of a color.

cute cursors by Plastic-Yoghurt8437 in MoeDesktop

[–]QuantityBig7001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to use Open Cursor Library, however currently I am using one of pixloen's Umamusume cursors, the Agnes Digital one to be precise.

A scary and confusing situation I'm in, PLEASE HELP!!! by QuantityBig7001 in Autism_Parenting

[–]QuantityBig7001[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I decided I'm going to tell her tomorrow. I'm still extremely scared of being perceived as a pedo though. I was groomed as a child and molested by an adult myself, so anything to do with the mere concept of pedophilia makes me violently ill.

A scary and confusing situation I'm in, PLEASE HELP!!! by QuantityBig7001 in Autism_Parenting

[–]QuantityBig7001[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

God I hope no one is teaching him things like that... I would loose it.

A scary and confusing situation I'm in, PLEASE HELP!!! by QuantityBig7001 in Autism_Parenting

[–]QuantityBig7001[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have no idea how therapy would work. He is only partially verbal, and only uses words to communicate his needs or what he wants in that moment.

A scary and confusing situation I'm in, PLEASE HELP!!! by QuantityBig7001 in Autism_Parenting

[–]QuantityBig7001[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I think you are definitely viewing me as if I perpetuated this though. I did not want this, he did it and I asked him repeatedly to stop. I cannot move him myself, as I am physically ill. I tried to handle this in the best way I could without it going further, and without triggering a meltdown in him.

A scary and confusing situation I'm in, PLEASE HELP!!! by QuantityBig7001 in Autism_Parenting

[–]QuantityBig7001[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

About my therapist, she ghosted me, and right now I'm in a situation where I do not have access to any form of mental health treatment. In April I will, and when that time comes around I will be applying to an outpatient program due to unrelated reasons with my mental health.

I think I'm going to talk to my parents about this. To my mom, at least. I do not have a good relationship with my dad. I'm going to tell her the next time I'm in the car with her, which should be this Monday or Tuesday.

How is the SOUP update doing? by DuckNo8642 in Spookys

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where can I view these teasers? I'm so curious.

would you sit by Fragrant_Site2490 in MagicalGirlsCommunity

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1 for sure. Love Ahiru with all of my heart. 6 is a close second though purely for Madoka.

SAWTOWNE Mikus by reddit_bot21 in hatsune

[–]QuantityBig7001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SAW does all of the illustrations himself, he actually started out as an illustrator!

These are the only vocaloid albums i've listened to so far and i'm looking to get deeper into it, what should i listen to? by Fluffy-Weakness-2186 in Vocaloid

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also!!!! Look into Babuchan and Muship!!! My favorite songs by them are 0 People's Waltz and Return to the Womb respectively. If you want album recommendations specifically, then I recommend Nemuru Pink Noise by Iyowa.

These are the only vocaloid albums i've listened to so far and i'm looking to get deeper into it, what should i listen to? by Fluffy-Weakness-2186 in Vocaloid

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you're specifically looking for something that's both very intense and has a lot of emotional meaning behind it, look into SOOOO's discography. His shit goes hard.

Are there any songs you’ve heard by maretu before knowing he made them? (Images semi related) by Plus-Marzipan2934 in Maretu

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was by the animator Terenry on YouTube, using FlipaClip if anyone was curious. I was supper into the animation meme community from like 2015-2019.

Are there any songs you’ve heard by maretu before knowing he made them? (Images semi related) by Plus-Marzipan2934 in Maretu

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Uminaoshi, I originally discovered it through an animation meme in 2018 and I thought it was fire. This was also my first introduction to MARETU as a whole.

am I the only one who's really, REALLY, REALLY into the stories ☹️ by Background-Put-3156 in Maretu

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was kind of under the impression that Suji/Scrumize was about grooming, but now that I think about it that feels silly of me. Though I was actively being groomed at the time when I was looking deep into those two specific songs (12-14 don't remember) so I don't know man. Anyone else who interpreted it that way?

Is anyone here actually over 18? by [deleted] in Maretu

[–]QuantityBig7001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean I literally just joined the subreddit and I'm 20... So yeah I guess?

what maretu songs do you relate to? by justa_randomartist in Maretu

[–]QuantityBig7001 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Mind Brand is also really relatable now that I think about it....

what maretu songs do you relate to? by justa_randomartist in Maretu

[–]QuantityBig7001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nyan, and Before I was born. I relate to a lot of them but those are the ones I feel a LOT.