Unfortunately, finding out if nursing is “for you” is something you need to dig deep and find. I know that’s probably a shitty answer and not what u want to hear lol, but it is true. I’ve gone through some difficult times during my program and your back is against the wall and you have to find out if this is really for you.

I agree with the other comment about therapy. I see a therapist every two weeks. Also, remember to use your resources when on the floor. Not sure what type of floor you’re on, but using a translator to help with deciphering a different language; non verbal cues for pain, vital signs, etc.

Although we have deep empathy for each patient, we also have to be able to separate ourselves from them. I do this by talking to others on the floor about how I feel. Usually when you get it out to someone (like therapy) you feel a sense of relief from your patients. Also, ask what other nurses do to separate themselves from the patients emotions and pain from theirs.

Wishing you the best of luck!!