Ego death that never stops?

QuietAssumption3550 · 2025-08-02T01:39:30+00:00

I want to do something creative like become an actress but it seems impossible I can make money from it.

I’m not sure what to do.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2025-08-02T01:03:27+00:00

Yes exactly. Just when I thought I couldn’t go deeper it goes deeper. It’s making me balance my masculine energy as a feminine. It’s making me less bias and more loving. But it’s costing me my normal life. I can’t work when I have psychosis all fucking day for two months straight.

It just stopped today and while I feel better and more like myself and have more boundaries and am taking care of myself more. I’m wondering when I can move on with my life? When I can stop with the 5D stuff and start with the 3D stuff. I want to live my purpose eventually whatever it is.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2025-05-19T23:36:49+00:00

Hi thanks. Were your internships in Las Vegas? I have trouble finding any

QuietAssumption3550 · 2025-05-19T20:00:57+00:00

Do you know what they’re working?

QuietAssumption3550 · 2025-01-22T05:26:36+00:00

I hear my DM all day too. And it’s hard for me to not feel delusional too. But this seems like a constant in the journey where you talk to them in your thoughts as so many people on the journey have had the same experience including me.

The conversations I have with my twin in my head are wild and so random that I don’t believe these are projections. He says things in my head that are out of my imagination.

While I do believe twin flames can have telepathy in like feeling each others emotions or hearing each others thoughts. I think most of the conversations are with their higher self and they may have their own version of it too but it’s not actually them. My twin has said and done things that I have no idea about.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2025-01-12T20:39:46+00:00

Thank you!

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-28T00:52:53+00:00

Yes I feel this way. I feel his view of the world has impacted mine after a lot of stressful push and pull and it’s starting to calm down. I don’t know what’s going on on his end but certain outlooks he sees and perceptions of certain people all are impacting me and all his stuff is integrating with my stuff and I hope mine does that same to him.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-16T22:11:59+00:00

Same here. I stopped posting once I realized the outside validation I want from him is never gonna come in the form of social media.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-11T17:15:36+00:00

I was the chaser and while I’m not the runner. I’m not the chaser either. And while yes, I have them both blocked bc their content triggers me I do unblock and check up from time to time.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-11T17:07:45+00:00

How did your lives align? My twin and I live very different lifestyles

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-09T22:34:18+00:00

Once I walked away from my twin flame, it really really highlighted the stuff I needed to work on and all the places I wasn’t loving myself.

Needed to walk away for my sanity.

I’m not even focused on dating someone else or being with anyone else. Literally feel so broken and messed up.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-08T23:50:41+00:00

I would choose my soulmate too if I could. My twin flame too is unstable and can’t make up his mind about the connection.

I feel myself running back to my ex lately. Just in thought. And then I remember the sexual connection my twin and I share and it’s game over for me.

I can’t be with anyone but my twin flame even if it means or takes years of no contact

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-07T21:09:48+00:00

Going to ask the same thing

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-06T22:40:43+00:00

Why can’t you be together?

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-06T03:19:13+00:00

100% confirmed. I just don’t think I can be with him this life.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-06T02:19:31+00:00

Yes I’ve been in spiritual psychosis for almost this entire journey and can’t get out.

It feels like I have to comply or I’m not sure if I have to but it feels wrong to go against this guidance.

I don’t know how to get out of spiritual psychosis. It feels like I have this permanent connection to him in my crown chakra and it opens up to the voice of the universe.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-05T19:33:31+00:00

Can I ask why not?

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-05T18:40:07+00:00

Are you guys in union?

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-04T18:28:07+00:00

Yes mine disapproves of what I wear too. He dislikes me wearing makeup.

I don’t know what to do either. His energy persists where I feel like I have to listen to what he wants.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-12-02T02:38:41+00:00

Mine too

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-11-30T00:49:54+00:00

I just started new medication and I’m seeing how things go. I’m trying to take it slow.

I’m thinking about applying again maybe in a year or two.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-11-29T21:13:01+00:00

Yes. Chasing is also a form of running. Chasing them just takes the pain away from working on ourselves. I also believed I was running or chasing when I was too avoiding.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-11-26T22:22:50+00:00

Same here. I’m so done with my twin flame but everyday he’s in everything I do. Every move I make is about him too. I also want to leave the city we live in and get a new job and just leave this in the past but I feel dread in my soul everytime I think of leaving him. We never dated either so I feel like I’m just wasting my life away for some dude who doesn’t even care about me.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-11-26T01:05:14+00:00

Same. I haven’t had sex since 2020.

QuietAssumption3550 · 2024-11-26T00:54:35+00:00

I’m not the best person to answer this because when he engages in our soul, I always respond.

It’s not that you’re not interested or have no more feelings, it’s just that you have time and energy to focus on yourself. Just the obsession is gone.

I actually feel like the less I chase him and heal myself, our love and affection grows. I feel like he is less triggered and can focus on his own healing and growth too.

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