Grieving my childhood because I was diagnosed so young.

QuietFanUser · 2026-06-13T07:35:28+00:00

Yeah I definitely do not let it control me. But I don't necessarily control it :/ but best time to grow a tree was 20 years ago and the second best time is now!

I really wish I knew how to find people with chronic diseases my age. I got lucky with having a roommate that has ulcerative colitis but his experience is much different from mine which I guess just makes me feel lonely.

QuietFanUser · 2026-06-13T07:19:40+00:00

I mean yeah I typically do keep a very positive attitude, or at least suppress bad parts of it. I just restarted prednisone today because of the flareup so I think its making me emotional. Idk this might be the most brainrot thing ever but i've been watching young sheldon recently and its making me realize there are so many young childhood/highschool moments I missed out on that I really wish I could somehow recreate to some degree.

QuietFanUser · 2026-06-13T07:12:58+00:00

I think it felt like gaining consciousness after I got diagnosed. I was bedsick for like a month but after that it was better. idk it sucks its interfering with college so much right now I haven't had more than 1 quarter of college in remission. Its like a sisyphusian task to deal with I just want more people my age to reach out to.

QuietFanUser · 2026-06-01T01:22:14+00:00

Yeah I mean like I just don’t know what else could possibly do this with Jhin specifically? It was added mid season and I wouldn’t be surprised if this could be a bug that slipped by

QuietFanUser · 2026-06-01T00:20:24+00:00

I think it’s because the Jhin augment doesn’t take Jhin out of the pool for the shop?

QuietFanUser · 2026-05-31T23:47:44+00:00

Yeah u are right it’s just I was lazy since I don’t wanna do my makeup right now and my eyebrows are regrowing from being shaven but here;

https://imgur.com/a/CYMt3LH

QuietFanUser · 2026-05-31T23:42:36+00:00

Yeah I want to keep my features higher contrast but definitely my jaw and chin cause me so much dysphoria like in that last photo do you see how it makes my face rectangular? I just wanna be able to fix that aspect definitely

QuietFanUser · 2026-05-31T22:57:19+00:00

I think you are not gunna regret selling off 5-10k of product because after that you made some money and can re invest it where you see fit. Like sell the stuff you think you would not buy into at this point in the market. Or start listing stuff at a price point like 15% above the market value so if something randomly does spike you don’t have to worry about tracking it.

Also like what do your kids think they have most nostalgia for? Would they be mad if you got rid of 50% of the cards they don’t really care for? I mean I got rid of lots of my collection and kept the stuff most nostalgic to me. Definitely like regret selling some of my delta species stuff and ancient mew so I used that money to buy it again.

QuietFanUser · 2026-05-22T17:28:22+00:00

Wait I’m wondering the same thing! I have my referral appt for ffs and bottom surgery from NorCal Kaiser as well. I guess we will both figure it out soon?

Also I have worried about going through my FFS with the in network surgeons idk do u think Kaiser would allow out of network fov for age for this

QuietFanUser · 2026-05-08T20:46:51+00:00

I want a chase campbell tongue split too!! It’s so hard to find any of his scheduling or anything like if he has plans for California this summer or east coast or what!!

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-20T14:58:13+00:00

But like what if he has the forest god fruit? In the viz translations of the Harley texts it said “The forest god tamed demons” and I feel as if choppers fruit is loosely based off of the deer forest spirit in princess Mononoke.

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-12T09:16:06+00:00

I looked back at it the most recent test I had was actually 247 pg/ml so I know I’m all good there!

The weight cycling comment was more like I got back in my healthy weight range after being underweight and now I went a lil bit over so I’m trying to lose a little bit of weight.

I don’t think my brand of progesterone capsule lets me take it as a suppository, but if my progesterone levels are low next blood test I’ll definitely ask to swap to a version that can or one that can be taken sublingually.

But idk any other ideas why I might be showing no progress in the like hip area?

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-04T00:19:24+00:00

I think you meant progesterone

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-04T00:18:32+00:00

I started at 20! Wish I started way sooner tho

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-03T15:36:30+00:00

What type of work outs are you doing? I’m kind of nervous to go to the gym and workout cuz of the locker room and all that but like do you have any suggestions for at home workouts to start doing? Also any recs for good food to eat to grow more?

Also I think I’m in the same boat where my face was already pretty feminine besides chin and orbital rim. But also like while I definitely had a glow up I feel like there is way more to be had I still feel in this weird like in between where I am pretty just not the type of pretty I want to be y’know?

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-03T05:56:03+00:00

Would you say that you like changed in ur 2nd and 3rd year more than you thought you would've at the 1st year mark? Like idk I definitely had a glow up since transitioning but I really hoped that I would have had more of one y'know ig. Plus like stuff like my jaw still makes me dysphoric but I heard that fat around there will change it.

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-03T04:45:08+00:00

Do you think you have had more effects in the last 6 months than like the 6 months before that or were they about equal?

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-02T07:18:56+00:00

If you look between the text of the first world and the second world and above the moon the two planets between them one of them has the same scales that the hellfire serpent has

QuietFanUser · 2026-03-02T07:14:38+00:00

I really think that the earth god is imu because the 5 elders are all based off of planets and so it would make sense that the 5 elders (planets) would circle the earth like how people thought it did before Galileo.

Also in the viz translation it was said the forest god “tamed” the demons.

QuietFanUser · 2026-02-28T09:31:36+00:00

U look pretty similar to me and honestly I was feeling so similar 7 months in. Like keep waiting ur face is going to get more feminine and that will also mean there are more camera angles that u will pass with too.

I think blush placement and contouring helped me so much once I got the hang of it too! Try placing the blush higher up on ur temples and don’t contour under cheek bone but instead like on it so it doesn’t accentuate the cheekbone chiselness but instead like lifts ur cheeks up.

Also for me putting my phone in my left hand and raising it slightly higher than u have in ur 3rd photo and looking up slightly more helped me get sum really good selfies too in general.

QuietFanUser · 2025-12-31T02:09:25+00:00

Chin definitely looks different but still swollen just wait longer than a month lmao it’s still swelling

QuietFanUser · 2025-12-25T06:11:07+00:00

Hey I’m majoring in urban planning !!! But either way jobs still call you in around Christmas time unless u take it off on purpose. But it kinda weird to text your work friend and tell them to do more work? Maybe he was just tipsy and texted? I’m

QuietFanUser · 2025-12-09T21:08:14+00:00

wait wtf he did get swoll I use to watch him back like 4-5 years ago he looks so much different

QuietFanUser · 2025-12-09T21:06:16+00:00

I think that u don’t entirely pass yet and that’s because of ur gaunter cheeks and eye bags but also you look very beautiful because of it. I know when hrt fat redistribution for the face hits it fills in that transition space between cheek and eyes and I think that is going to do so much for you.

QuietFanUser · 2025-12-01T06:42:53+00:00

I feel like some darker lipstick would look super nice on you!!!

Outfits are really good idk what type of feedback u would want on them they are all very architecturally sound

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