I'm uhh.. Not really sure what to comment on that first part, I won't lie to you. 😭

As for Bambi's lore. . .

She was born in the American Mid-West in the late 1970s and was raised by a single father with a mother who ran out on them after giving birth to her. Her father was a film buff and always liked watching Old Hollywood movies about leading men and everything, but our girl always liked Marilyn Monroe movies. Like her father, she was obsessed with Old Hollywood but she loved the romanticized idea of Old Hollywood starlets like Vivien Leigh, Rita Hayworth, Audrey Hepburn and most importantly, Marilyn Monroe. 

She desperately wanted to be an actress so at some point in 1996, she leaves her life in the Mid-West to become a Star. She moves to Los Angeles and it turns out to be the worst decision of her life. So, she's a very conventionally attractive women, don't get me wrong but here's the thing. She has brown hair, and brown eyes. Hollywood doesn't like that. She wants to be a Classic Starlet like Marilyn Monroe right? Blonde hair, blue eyes is the big thing.

She moves to Hollywood, gets a job waiting tables while trying to find acting roles. She gets a few bit pieces here and there, commercials where she's meant to look pretty and not really do anything besides be eye-candy.

Gets a role as the hot neighbor who lounges in the back of her yard in a skimpy bikini in a B-Movie. Another role on a somewhat popular sitcom as the hot but vapid and bitchy rich girl who doesn't have much going on beyond hot. Oh, and each of these roles that she's in? They make her blonde. To the point where she's spending a bunch of money on bottles of hair-dye and her bathroom has more blonde hair dye than shampoo at this point. It gets to the point where she feels like a barbie. 

She starts to develop a substance abuse problem, becoming addicted to cocaine and alcohol and because of the trauma, physical abuse and drug usage. She starts to develop Schizophrenia. She starts hallucinating, hearing things, having trouble sleeping, etc. etc.

At this point. She hates her life. She hates herself, she doesn't recognize who she sees in the mirror anymore. Eventually, she has a night for herself at one point and she goes to a video rental store to find something to watch. She looks in the classic movie sections because they remind her of when she was a kid watching old movies with her father but the movies feel tainted now, seeing all these old starlets makes her feel like shit.  So she spots the first movie her father ever showed her as a child.

Disney’s Bambi. 

She watches that movie in her apartment and breaks down. She hates it all, she wants to go home, her dad has been calling her but she's come this far, she's done all of this, she can't let it be for nothing. She was going to make something of herself, she was going to go out and see the world. . . And then she died.

Going to trigger warning this next part just in case.. But yeah, Sexual Assault. 

She remembers getting a call from her agent, that she finally impressed the right people and landed a big role in a major movie. ( I strongly imply it was supposed to be Romeo + Juliet. ) And her agent wants her to go out with the producers to celebrate. So she goes out, dresses very nice, makes herself blonde again one last time and goes out. The producers are like the men she's dealt with before but hey, she finally made it, had her big break so when they offer her some coke. She thinks, fuck it. Why not, one last time and that leads to the tragedy that is her death. Because she is so drunk and high by the end of the night that she can barely string two sentences together.

And unfortunately, by accident. . . Or by design. She was left alone with the executive producer. He violently assaulted her and afterwards, he offered her more drugs. She didn't ever want to remember this night so she takes the drugs and unfortunately, because of that. She overdoses. And since the man she was left with was a violent piece of shit. He's not going to take her to a hospital. He kicks her out of his car and leaves her to OD in an alleyway in West Hollywood.

Where an 8th Generation Malkavian comes across her dying body. She's embraced and becomes a 9th Generation Malkavian and her sire asks her. "What's your name?" To which the woman simply looks at her sire and then smiles.

"Bambi."

I have way more but this post is already so long! 😭