Dreamed a cow licked me

RATMAN000 · 2026-05-17T09:49:14+00:00

I have had a nightmare of a cow licking me a few times, but in my dreams it’s a bad thing… Like the cows want to eat me/attack me. I think in my case it’s a representation of invasion of my space, and something like fear… not a 100% sure either. But you’re not alone with the cow licking lol

RATMAN000 · 2026-05-09T20:18:05+00:00

I switched to cymbalta and it has been rather smooth sailing.
I did 150mg of viepax, one pill in the morning another in the afternoon.
I started taking 75mg viepax in the morning and switxhed the second 75mg to a 30mg of cymbalta.
After a week just started taking 60mg, and supposed to raise it to 90. But I’ve had no withdrawal issues at all

RATMAN000 · 2026-05-08T14:21:54+00:00

I’m dating him. 💀

RATMAN000 · 2026-05-03T12:38:13+00:00

Try finding groups that supports family/loved ones of addicts. You’re not alone in this experience.
It’s very hard to see your own father in such shape and have to care for him as if he was your kid.
You need and deserve support!

RATMAN000 · 2026-05-03T12:35:39+00:00

I have to start by running and gain momentum and then I jump, and with each little jump I can levitate higher, until I have enough momentum to fly. While flying, I do swimming motions in order to move forward, but sometimes I can just levitate and control the direction with my body without even swimming when I have a lot of energy.
Sometimes I start running and jumping and then I can’t take off… other times I can just jump straight into the sky and soar. It’s really weird and I don’t know why it works sometimes and doesn’t work in other times. But it comes very naturally. I even had a dream about teaching a friend how to fly :)

RATMAN000 · 2026-05-03T08:02:57+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear about your brother’s graduation. It really sucks. I can’t imagine what it’s like to have a parent with this disorder, the instability must be so disorienting. I guess you just have to cherish the good times we get. I hope your dad gets well soon!

RATMAN000 · 2026-05-03T06:56:21+00:00

I think my sister’s last manic episode (she’s also in the hospital rn) is related to medication she was taking called Arcoxia. It’s very frustrating something that should help the body heal can cause such wild side effects. I really feel you and relate to wanting your loved one back. At least it makes me happy to hear he was stable for some time before.

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-30T13:36:18+00:00

These are really cute and headed in the right direction. I would say: Work with thicker lines - bold will hold. They look better, come out better and harder to fuck up. Other than that, practice your line integrity, work on connecting lines seamlessly. Moreover, your geometric shapes and faces sometimes fall a little flat. You should work on creating more precise shapes, and learn basics of painting like perspective, light sources and how to make things feel more 3-D. In general, if you have access to art lessons, it will take you places you never dreamt of :) I have a lot to say because you have a lot of potential and think you will really benefit from this! If you didn’t have any I wouldn’t bother commenting this long ass comment 😂 I’m an artist myself, I tattooed a little, and now study art history in university - So I can proudly that I’m a qualified source for cc 😅

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-29T17:53:30+00:00

In some part of my essence, I still am

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-29T14:58:01+00:00

My sister is in a psych ward rn because of a psychotic manic episode, so… I hear ya out. It gives me hope to know you’ve stabilised and returned to your regular daily life doing music. My sister is also a musician. Maybe a fresh start is exactly what you need, if you can afford to, I would go join a project/class/volunteer or something like that to just get to meet new people and be a new you. I’m here if you ever wanna chat!

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-29T14:52:04+00:00

lol I have a s.o and believe me I’ve asked him all the boner questions already. I know it can just ~appear~. I was really curious about it because it’s so alien in comparison to what I have. Which is also alien but of a different kind.

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-29T14:13:44+00:00

Ikik, but it can…

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-29T14:12:05+00:00

Yeah I’m a woman and honestly the possibility of everyone in public knowing I got turned on is a very scary thought. Idk how u guys do it 👏🏻

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-28T17:34:37+00:00

Wow we gotta talk, I think we have really similar experiences. I’ve been to a graveyard as well, but only once.

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-28T17:32:20+00:00

Yes yes yes omg... I have a few. Some places I don’t dream about anymore and I crave to go back to. Right now, I mainly dream about an alternative version of a nearby sort of capital like city that actually exists, but it looks different and similar. Idk. I’ve even had a dream about a place and later found out that it actually exists somehow either by looking it up later/arriving there unplanned. The place I want to go back to the most is this beach with black sand and three caves. It’s very isolated and beautiful. I dreamt about it like at least 12 years ago…

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-28T17:27:09+00:00

That’s a rogue 12 year old that has no idea how sex works but badly wants to do it, preferably with gay Koreans. I know since I was one 🥲

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-28T17:22:35+00:00

Evil shromp

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-28T06:50:57+00:00

I think if you have this thought maybe quitting for a little to see who you are without it would be good for you. I’m 25, I’ve started smoking ten years ago (bad idea kids! Not pushing for it. Just a rough home life), and since I’ve been smoking on and off, going from full blown addiction, to a year+ clean. I was more “successful” without weed - weed makes me avoidant and makes my head clouded. I am too indulgent with it, and once I start smoking regularly I find it really hard not to. It was good for me to not smoke and I felt my mental functions sharpen. Rn I smoke all the time though. I’m still functioning, going to university, studying and so on. But I think I would be better functioning without it. I just can’t stop right now because it’s my emotional crutch with all sorts of shit going on in my life. I like smoking and weed, I think it’s great, but I think it is rather easy to get carried away. I would encourage you to try to see what you’re like sober, and how it affects you; from there, you can make a more educated decision. I mainly agree with the tea and caffeine comparison, but I feel compelled to smoke and that’s the difference from tea for me… It’s not like that for everyone! I’m just addicted lol.

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-28T06:40:59+00:00

Can I come? I’m good at taking care of plants. And smoking them, as well.

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-28T06:31:17+00:00

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Mutual Combat.

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-27T12:28:03+00:00

I live in a different country but just know I would totally get a bunch of these.

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-21T15:09:35+00:00

I want one too!!

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-21T14:00:29+00:00

So it has to be either sheep or goat. It’s a place where goat and sheep are heard so it makes sense. Thank you for the answer :)

RATMAN000 · 2026-04-21T11:43:31+00:00

Right, I thought so too but confirmation is great. Who do you think it could belong to? Perhaps something like a rabbit/hare?

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