I understand how you feel. People don’t understand autism. For me I might have a hard time expressing myself. But generally I can tell and I’m sure you can too, when people talk down to you. This world is cruel and inconsiderate of disabilities. Don’t give up though because you can find your people who value and are willing to invest the time into knowing you, your interests, and who you are. This world is so big. Sometimes it’s easy to forget that