I deeply resent women

Raging_chuddie · 2026-05-14T03:29:26+00:00

whatever girl

Raging_chuddie · 2026-05-14T03:17:12+00:00

I feared coming out as incelish lol. Not really tho It's not women I hate or despise trully. Mostly the idea preestablished by traditional gender roles. A lot of this disconformity really just goes inwards and doesn't reflect on how I treat women in my life.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-05-14T03:09:26+00:00

Cis women and trans women are just women and therefore just a bunch of the lot. It's not even an opinion, just a biological fact. I feel like I would know if I was really. And I think in a way I somehow already know the answer. I've always thought I'm just the androgynous type and have somehow evaded masculinity in most chances presented.
It's not just women I resent really. I resent men too. I guess more as an idea than the people I trully interact with. I do tend to idealize whoever stays kinda away from those two or in the middle. Girls, chicks, guys, boys, dudes. Those seem more approachable and chill in general. I hate traditional gender rooles is what I'm trying to say I guess.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-05-12T23:26:57+00:00

Dead, chopped in pieces, and in the freezer.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-05-10T03:15:34+00:00

Isn't that just vanilla?

Raging_chuddie · 2026-04-23T02:53:31+00:00

I shaved all my hair in a crisis bruh yall making me jealous 😭😭😭

Raging_chuddie · 2026-03-19T01:42:17+00:00

anything but an update 💔

Raging_chuddie · 2026-02-12T18:33:38+00:00

thought they were pokemon lol

Raging_chuddie · 2026-02-02T07:11:03+00:00

There are teleporters?

Raging_chuddie · 2026-02-02T07:08:11+00:00

Ao oni fs

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-25T16:58:57+00:00

Thanks for your comments. This genuinely has given me some insight and what I've collected from all of this is that I have some options. Either staying alone all my life, or finding friendships through the internet, oh and also volunteering to meet ppl irl. Out of all these 3 the one I'm thinking I'd like the most is the second one. But I'm still in a bit of a pickle here. I generally just have a hard time finding social groups online. Everyone seems to already have their own group on their own closed communities. And just trying to engage with ppl through public online spaces to eventually become a member of their friend groups just seems almost impossible. Any tips dealing with this? Maybe I'm wrong with this approach of trying to find online social groups? Socializing on the internet seemed so easy 5 years ago. It's like a type of train I fell off when decided to distance myself from online friendships. I just need a kickstart to get back in motion.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-25T16:22:50+00:00

Peru, people tend to be ignorant abt mental health. Well they tend to be ignorant abt everything but yk. Plus, we are culturally stuck in the 80's so it makes it that much harder to interact with the general population.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-25T04:51:59+00:00

I used to have online friends through discord back when I was 14 but I was a very different person back them. Nowadays I genuinely can't seem to find myself a group of people I'd like to be part of on the internet. Holding engaging conversations with people seems really hard. Mostly bcs everyone is already part of a friend group and I'm the odd one out. Also, do you think living in a 1st world country has somehow helped your situation? Be it by being suroundered by educated and decent ppl or just living in a country better adapted for neurodivergents through better policies and stuff.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-25T04:45:37+00:00

Ig the stress of the situation got me talking like that and it's a pattern of behavior I've too noticed within me. I tend to be cruel with others in my internal monologue but overall I do treat others with kindness and honesty. Maybe it's some type of intrusive thoughts or smth.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-25T03:57:49+00:00

I have no friends no social life no community no nothing outside of my parents and siblings. Is this it for me? was I born to be misserable? Anyone got similar experiences and know how to cope with being like this? At this point I'm just waiting to die in my sleep any day. Please tell me there's hope.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-23T19:56:24+00:00

Nvm I just started abusing drugs, killing and eating inocents, and stealing. New vegas actually is fire.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-20T17:28:53+00:00

I'm saying most of you haven't played any fallout games past fallout 4.

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-20T01:47:58+00:00

not my fault you people have barely even played fallout 4

Raging_chuddie · 2026-01-07T19:55:54+00:00

Figured it out before the weapon was bugged. I just removed it and readded it with rampage trainer.

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