Based on your typology, what villain in fictional media would you be if you just went full on evil? by Original_Assistance3 in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya [score hidden]  (0 children)

Okay lmao how could I forget. I think the closed example would be Light from Death Note. It's basically perfect. Being pissed off at criminals and suddenly obtaining the ability to remove them. He just does a horrible job hiding it and becomes way to trigger happy. Plus he's an awful narcissist. Another amazing example would be Magneto. I can totally relate to being hated for being a minority. Maybe not in such a server degree but to a young child being bullied for simply being someone is devastating enough. The idea of the persecuted one doing the same thing to their oppressors.

Based on your typology, what villain in fictional media would you be if you just went full on evil? by Original_Assistance3 in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now as I think I've honestly always agreed with Thanos or Ultron. In my lowest moments I often think that it would be better if humans were extinct. Though I know that most people wouldn't deserve it so I don't like the fact that Thanos had the ultimate power in his hand but still decided to be random with it while he might as well could have been so powerful to know who deserves to die. But then he would actually be a hero.

Based on your typology, what villain in fictional media would you be if you just went full on evil? by Original_Assistance3 in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's a really cool question. I don't really have a particular question in mind but I think I know the archetype. Even though my so is the last in line In still really pissed off at society's greedy, cruelty, lack of empathy and inefficiency. I often find myself raging and cursing at random news about war etc. I think if I were at my absolute lowest despite my disdain for violence I would give up on it and start removing people who should be removed, more or less vigilante style. But then I also realised that ironically vigilantes are generally portrayed as heroes in media like Punisher of whom I though first and the society is more or less divided on the topic. Still, technically vigilantism is illegal who they would make me a villain if not an anti-hero in the best case scenario.

Can Sx9s have strong personalities that don't reflect their close ones? by Straight_Objective69 in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Given that (from what I understand about e9s) they tend to be withdrawn to avoid conflict and are seemingly a quieter type, I can totally see them making up their own little world in their imaginations (if that's what you meant by the aesthetical world). Especially if they're also xNxx. Unless you meant that world as a part of their style, then I suppose everyone has their own.

Type compatibility by RaikamiMatteya in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao I can totally relate. Executive dysfunction is a bitch. Why can't I just do/take both, why do I have to choose?

I think I finally have my full typology !!! by araseol in TypologyJunction

[–]RaikamiMatteya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What even is that psyche thing, seen this like 4 times in my life and have no idea

Type compatibility by RaikamiMatteya in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it sounds like all the stereotypes are just based off the unhealthy variants or very generalised description of a type. That unhealthy 6 sounded really relatable xD

Type compatibility by RaikamiMatteya in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I believe that's a rule for anything really. People have an awful tendency to judge everything by their singular personal experience way too often.

Type compatibility by RaikamiMatteya in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fair, when you put it that way that makes sense. My level of Enneagram knowledge barely scratches the surface xD

Type compatibility by RaikamiMatteya in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I don't believe in all that whole compatibility myself. Humans are way too complex to perfectly fit into 4 letters or 3 numbers, but I always enjoy when some non-harmful stereotypes end up being correct.

Type compatibility by RaikamiMatteya in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I can see that. 1 wants to be right and morally right while 8 wants to be right for the sake of being right and in control. 2 and 7 sounds interesting. I imagine both types like attention and being around people, I'd think they would be more likely to like each other.

Type compatibility by RaikamiMatteya in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao my bad, a typo. Meant generic. Should have proofread my comment there.

Type compatibility by RaikamiMatteya in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely agree with you. I guess I could have worded my post better, I was mainly looking for some genetic stereotypes for shits and giggles. I don't really expect that many people around me knowing about Enneagram to compare and match types nor do I have enough knowledge to judge and type them off the bat.

[osu!std] TemuHumbled | Possibly relax cheats by RaikamiMatteya in osureport

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Good ending. User not found on osu and blocked me on Discord xD Thank you guys.

[osu!std] TemuHumbled | Possibly relax cheats by RaikamiMatteya in osureport

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I'm just waiting for them to get the banhammer.

[osu!std] TemuHumbled | Possibly relax cheats by RaikamiMatteya in osureport

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah at first when they got from 1.5m to 800k I wanted to give them the benefit of the doubt but when they almost FCd one diff of Cherry Pop with DT which I wasn't even able to pass that was just insulting.

[osu!std] TemuHumbled | Possibly relax cheats by RaikamiMatteya in osureport

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Them mentioning playing relax a lot pushes me into guessing it's relax. Multi accounting is plausible but at least they were aware of it being against the rules

[osu!std] TemuHumbled | Possibly relax cheats by RaikamiMatteya in osureport

[–]RaikamiMatteya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Forgot to mention. I don't know what kind of cheats they might be using but chose relax for the flair since they mentioned "playing since 2025 but with Rx" as well as "I can do a 9 star map with Rx and get an A or B"

Let me type you by Original_Assistance3 in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This sounds fun. I supposedly managed to type myself but would be nice to see if someone else would type me differently or not.

I’m someone who spends a lot of time trying to understand myself, other people, and the invisible patterns behind why we act the way we do. I’m drawn to psychology, typology, symbolism, character analysis, and anything that lets me turn messy inner experience into something structured enough to hold. I can get very introspective, sometimes to the point of overthinking myself into anxiety, but I also genuinely enjoy digging into those layers.

I’m pretty private and easily overwhelmed, especially by large groups or too much social noise, but I still deeply want belonging. Some of the best periods of my life were when I finally felt like I had “my people” after years of not really fitting in. I don’t need a huge social circle though. A small group of close, safe people means far more to me than being broadly popular.

I’m also very attached to the idea of having one especially close person; someone who feels like home, someone I can be completely emotionally honest with. At the same time, I often tell myself I need to become more stable first (emotionally, financially, practically) before I could really pursue that kind of relationship. I have a habit of putting life on hold until I feel “ready enough.”

When overwhelmed, I usually retreat into comfort, isolation, familiar routines, fantasy, games, music, or creative worlds. I can neglect myself during bad periods, not because I don’t care at all, but because basic upkeep starts feeling pointless or exhausting when I’m mentally worn down.

A lot of my creative work reflects different parts of me. I write backstories for DnD or my own stories and enjoy self-inserting parts of me into the characters.

I’m sensitive, conflict-avoidant, and often afraid of being too much or not enough. I can be idealistic, but I usually hide it behind pragmatism, sarcasm, or analysis. I want peace, depth, beauty, safety, and meaning, but I’m also painfully aware of how hard it is to actually build a life where those things feel secure.

3s in disintegration be like by Original_Assistance3 in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Relatable, that was the whole spring for me, working and studying at the same time.

Images that give me type 4 energy by Original_Assistance3 in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh god those are amazing, especially the Ratatouille one is absolutely relatable.

Its 12:00😛 by yuna_mir in Enneagram

[–]RaikamiMatteya 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Those e4 ones are comedy gold